Reality:
Happy Birthday Verena! Happy Birthday Kirk Hammett!

Id like to do a character analysis on my father. You guys just dont know enough. Its going to sound like Macbeth, but this is the truth. Since im born by caesarian, I can kill Macbeth [dad], like Macduff. Ah. Id like to. But I shall not let this man affect me. Im all over that.

Uncaring - did not call or at least sms my mum to ask if I am fine during the operation. He had jesslyn to sms my mum and say that my dad is down with the flu. Dad smsed me instead, but come on man, whats the point? Im drugged up by then. He also did not stay to encourage my mum when she was giving birth to me by caesarian. Its painful. He didnt care. My mum was alone.

Henpecked (?) - hes been using Jesslyn as an excuse to everything. Like not buying me stuff or not being able to go out, or not contacting my mum.

Stingy - its more like hes trying to annoy. $8000 a mth and you only draw $50 from the ATM every week. You must be joking. And getting him to buy a CD takes hell and I wont bother anymore. Not like I cant afford it. Don’t get me started on him not owning a car too. And he buys from 2nd hand shops and gives them away as gifts.

Irresponsible - I ran away once from a hotel restaurant cos he brought Jesslyn along. So I ran home from there. He didnt even bother to go after me or anything. Im glad I left. I think ive ran away many times and he doesn’t care much anyway.

Egomaniac - he keeps telling himself how wonderful he is. He cant appreciate anyone but himself. Thats ok, since there no one who can find anything good to say. He may eel better boosting his own ego.

May come up with more.. theres just too many things. I could write a book on this.


Music:
Finally picked up the guitar last night. Just the classical one though. I love Slash. Slash is the coolest. Slash rocks. He totally beautifies my blog. Velvet Revolver and Guns N Roses mean the world to me.


I didnt draw that. slash did