kill n slash

2007-07-02T10:17:00.001+08:00

blog here is dead. got somewhat somewhere else to blog
http://suspended666.spaces.live.com/

2007-06-04T08:50:00.000+08:00

Been lazy to update. Changed a blogskin. Felt like it. It's temporary. But that's what i say about most of the skins i use. By the way, this skin has no navi.

I love HEROES. Must be one of the shows I've gone crazy about and HAVE TO watch every episode since The Simpsons. Well, excluding competition shows like Rockstar. I think Hiro is cute. His dad is evil. That makes him cool. Heh. Yes, I know, Weijie. I know you think Sylar rocks. He's cool I guess. I thought he was the good guy at first. Cos he's shuai. But the point of our argument is: PETER PETRELLI WON'T DIE YET. If he dies, there's no show left. I have proof that he'll survive. Though i agree that Peter sucks. And I like the Invisible Man. He' Australian. I like the way he speaks. I think Ando is cute, man. Doesn't matter he doesn't have powers. Apparantly, he'll have more spotlight in the next season. Placing my bets on that one.

My proof that Peter will survive: http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/episodes/season1/119/007_04.shtml#recap

Watched School of Rock the other day. Cute. Zach is cute. And he can actually play. Amazing. Like his top hat. It's so Slash. I like the part Jack Black sang the Maths song. Hilarious stuff. Haha.

Mum sounded like she's considering to get me my amp. [Any chance Mum was inspired by School of Rock?] I could've cried. I want an amp so bad. You wouldn't know it. I need it. I need to learn how to change the distortion level between parts of a song. Right now, I can only imagine doing that. But it's not the same. And it will never sound right no matter how spot-on you've played the notes.

"God of Thunder" by Kiss is a really cool song. Really fun and simple riff. As Keither Richards said about "Jumping Jack Flash", the riff plays YOU. So crazy about "God of Thunder" that my msgr nick and my blog says it. Also been into listening to Tommy Lee's solo tracks. They're nice. Listened to "Good Times" for over 60 times since the day Cassandra sent it to me which was last Friday, I think. Didn't realise Tommy could sing so well.

Got GuitarPro 5!!! Yes! Been using PowerTab during the time I didn't have this. Awesome. Though then again, GuitarPro is probably so good, it's comewhat more complicated. Cos if a song has more than 2 guitars, it gets hard to choose whether you want to play guitar 3, or 4, or 5. Or just stick to guitar 1 and play kick-ass lead. So yeah.. I'll work it out somehow.

Oh. I just went to try this. Cool. I'm DL. Yay. I like DL.

2007-05-30T18:19:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Flag Day today. For the Singapore Children's Society. Ah. Nice. Businessmen are so generous. Went around with dixin. But always ended up at Raffles Place. Good place. I like the atmosphere.

Vesak day tomorrow. Happy Vesak Day. Probably wouldn't get to blog tomorrow, so i'm saying this in advance. Thanks for the SMS, JingYing. I shall forward it around. Haha. I'm eating vegetarian for today and tomorrow. KONG 空. Be at peace. Have good karma.

zOMG. Thanks Cass for buying Maroon 5. It really wasn't neccesary. But it was really sweet of you. Don't do that again! Haha. Love ya, mate.

Music:
Love the solo of Guns N' Roses "Estranged". Slash is awesome. As always. And http://slashonline.com got a new look. Really cool. And it got rid of the dead links. Yay. Finally. I keep clicking on them

Check this out. It's offensive. But I enjoyed it. Haha.

2007-05-29T13:52:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Watched "Pirates Of The Carribean: At World's End" with Dixin. Yeah, only her. Big Cock sounded like she was bankrupt, Xue Fen was sick, Zhi Qing had to perform for cultural pot. Hence the loneliness. Good show anyway. Keith Richards! He rocked! He played guitar in the movie too! Damn. And Dixin so loves Johnny Depp. I prefer Orlando Bloom really. The show is more funny than actually nice. Probably better than Spiderman anyway.

Reality:
Went to school. Somewhat earlier than supposed to. Heh. Crap. Chemistry. Crap. I've run out of things to say for now.

Going to Aussie soon. Can't wait. 2 weeks! In your face! I don't have to go for the Malaysia camp! Don't mind me, mate, I gotta get m' speech right. And yay, I'm going to get to see the two chihuahuas, Bino and April. Yay. I miss them. And well, the people there too I guess. But i really miss Bino and April. And it's going to be so relaxing, cos time passes so slow there at Caloundra. Like, you feel as if 30 minutes have passed but in actual fact it's only 15.

Ah. Flag Day tomorrow. My first Flag day ever. Going to be interesting..
I love my new toy. My 5GB Micro Zen. 5GB!!! Haha.
I need a new blogskin. Right.

Music:
Been hooked on Maroon 5. "Makes Me Wonder" and "Wake Up Call". And other Maroon 5 songs.. Guess I've just been listening to the whole collection.

2007-05-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Last day of school. Whoo. But still be becoming back pretty often for remedials. Dammit. omg Mr Chew was so nice today. Ah! He rocks! During his period, he showed us this demostration on pressure. On how to get an egg into a milk bottle and how to get it out again. It was so cool. And he kept laughing and smiling today. Cute. Apparantly, according to him, they're not supposed to teach today. They're supposed to be "bonding". And Mr Chew was like, "I'm going to be a slacker teacher today." lol. And trhen after school, he meet all us Physics students outside of class at the stairs and gave us chocolates. Yay! Some people got 2 cos i think he was trying to just finish up the packet and he gave another one to those who's birthday is coming.. Sort of anyway. Mine is in July. Got 2! Yay. And then we gave him three cheers. Mr Chew is so nice. Favourite. teacher. EVER. It's quite amazing for one to turn my most hated subject into my favourite subject so quickly. Makes the bio people jealous. Haha. Sorry. That was mean.

Some form teachers seemed to be in a bad mood today. And we get scolded. Sad. Cos we did badly, i guess. Like, last in the whole level. And they're stressed. Probably have alot of shit to do. Must suck to be a teacher.

Going away fron 8th June to 22nd June. Don't look for me. Skipping the school's Malaysia camp. Don't like camps.

Ah damn! Why hasn't the TinyGunners site been updated for sooo long. It's been almost three months. I miss little Slash and Duff.

2007-05-22T16:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Ok, so the new CO committee was announced yesterday. Jing Ying and I are indeed, ~~chairman~~ [...right] SCORE MANAGERS/乐谱管理s of CO. Important people, ain't it? If we don't photocopy the scores for you, you can never play. -.- Anyhoo, WeiJie is the discipline master of CO who get called by the school's DM; Aaron is the poster buy cos he's under publicity; William is cleaniness; Yuan is Vice-chairmand and Shao An is chairman. Yay. Our whole gang got posts. Heh. Jing ying and i decided to accept our post as people who watch the machine that pumps out papers, though we hate it so much, cos with that, we'll end up becoming "experts at photostating" (quote from Vinod) but on the brighter side, we get to talk to huang lao shi mroe and get to go to the staffroom where jy can see her mdm sia and i can see my various others. And 天龙八部 is so nice and fun to play. Yay.

this is how jy and i translate the various major keys of a song. Photocopy and then photoshop everything off and write in the notes in the form of G major which we're oh so familiar with. (pic courtesy of Jing Ying's blog.. well i didn't actually ask for pemission. but there you go...)

Reality:
Took height and weight for PE. I'm still so short. Dammit. Sucks. think i'm probably shorter than jy now. zzzz. JQ rocks. Gwen told him, "Some people think you're cute." He was like, "I am!" So cute. Haha. Probably the only few who love him so much.

Mr Ng was so cute during morning assembly today. lollollol.

Physics SPA tutorial today. Didn't know it would be today. Mr Peh was around too. And he was so lame. Like, he said, "Write down your name, class and date. Today's date is the 22nd of May, the weather is rainy." ... Right. Hypnotized by the pendulum bob. Haha. Every physics SPA seems to be about pendulums and oscillations. How.. nice. Makes us so familiar with it.
"PHYSICS IS THE CURE TO ALL IGNORNCE"

Been listening to Jon Bon Jovi's "Destination Anywhere" album over and over again. Can't get "Queen Of New Orleans" out of my head. Also like Linkin Park's "Giving Up". I like the band better this way actually. Watched the making of "Minutes to Midnight" as well. Nice. They played in Houdini's house. Damn. Cool. Houdini!

2007-05-20T10:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Fun. 'Off Centre' was good. Fun meeting Jing Ying and Yun. Yun looks 'classy'. Haha. And Jing Yin and I both have a nice black metal belt, which we kept trying to show off. It's so nice. I love my belt. Went around trying to find shoes for Jing Ying and a skirt for Yun. After all the runnign about, they didn't buy anything, except ice-cream at Gelare. Yun says it's pronounced as 'Gila'. Whatever. Went to Esplanade. Bought a pack of guitar strings. Finally. Jing Ying bought more picks. For Zhong Ruan. Haha. Got chased to go up to the waiting area. I was freaked out by people calling my name non-stop and people there saying i'm "so shuai" and then they want my picture. Right. Now i know how it feels to be stalked. I'm the stalker. For that moment, I was the prey. Ah, well. And Jing Ying wasn't the only 'extra' person there. Haha. And Yun can be so annoying sometimes. Oh you know what I mean. Heh. But so am I. "I'm just like the person sitting next to you."

Wait till Yun's aunt sees what I wore for yesterday. Heh. Then there'll be no more, "Why can't you be like Rachel?" shit again. Probably be something like, "Stay away from Rachel..." Haha. Especially the whole thing about my black metal belt.

Yun passed me some Winston quotes I missed yesterday. Haha. Yay. Will go update THE list.

When walking into the theater, Vinod was sitting there. He didn't exactly say 'hi' to everyone like in the book. He sat there anyway. I like Vinod's talking. Think it's so cool. And I like PC and Mok. PC is cool. PC is so hot. He stuck a hanger up between Vinod's legs, "You got balls a not?" OMG. Yun wants Mok. I want Mok too. And Yun owes me $1. Vinod didn't strip naked, as in totally naked. So I won the bet. I think his death was so cool. I sort of imagined it to be that way actually. The flashing lights and all. And i realised I have alot of songs that appear in the play. Didn't realise that when I read the book. So cool to be a lit student.

After the show, I bought Jon Bon Jovi's "Destination Anywhere". Whee. Love him. Haha. yun said he's shuai. Duh. I know so. Hence is why my collection of a thousand pics of him. Oh yeah. Good album anyway. Kinda different from the usual Bon Jovi. But it's cool.

Bought 2 albums in total yesterday. Whoa.

Reality:
Time heals all wounds. Right. What crap.
A'ight, that was just some random shit. Damn bored. So afraid of Chinese oral tomorrow. I'll die. Really. My chinese sucks so...

2007-05-19T13:15:00.001+08:00

Going to watch Off Centre tonight! Going to meet Jing Ying and Hui Yun! Yay! Off Centre! 'Hi, Vinod!' And to Yun, the bet on Vinod's exposure in the play is still on. Until then, I will be extremely bored. So bored I could die. Or so bored, I could sit here and type about how bored I am. Someone humour me!
Yesterday's phone conference with JingYing and Yun was so fun.
I miss JingYing's quadrapop song. It's so infectious and un-annoying. Heh.

Bought Linkin Park's 'Minutes to Midnight'. Came with a damn poster i had to carry home... love LP anyway.

2007-05-18T11:35:00.000+08:00

Reality:
zzz. Sick today. Didn't go to school. Woke up with head spinning crazy. Sucks. I want to go to school today. Why couldn't it have been yesterday? When there was Chemistry for first period and no triple maths and no Physics. Yesterday was somewhat a waste, other than Co after school which wasn't great either. And now, I'm so bored. Tryin' to make the best of it now anyway. Come to think of it, I've had 3 long weekends in a row. Not exactly a great thing though, really. Cos I MISS PHYSICS TODAY!!! And Lit and History too. Arrrrgggh. And the worst thing is, I missed my Chinese oral today, which means I have to take it on Monday. But i have co on monday and I don't want to miss anything. But i have to! Hate Chinese oral. Arrrrgggh! Apparantly I passed History. 29/50 or something I think. Good. That's a relief.

Blogger isn't exactly so screwed anymore. That's nice.

I'm NOT the holy one. I don't want to be. It's some kind of power, but it's a disgrace. It's like, a rockstar getting knighted. Eg. the time Mick Jagger got knighted. Everybody laughed, even Keith Richards. It's just not right. And i'm not that holy really. It's not hard to tell. How holy can one get listening to sleaze rock and heavy metal all day? Damn. And the reason why I'm working somewhat harder this year is because I want to get my amp, and for my mum. And I've come to like some subjects I've never liked before. And if you see the way I study subjects i hate, you'll know why I'm not holy. If not, corrupted. And I sleep early before test only because I'm used to sleeping early and I can't be bothered to study anymore.

Going to watch Off Centre tomorrow! Can't wait. Should be feeling alright by then. Meeting Yun. Need to buy guitar strings too. I'm out. Gotta get some just in case. Don't like being stuck with a '5 String Guitar'.

Music:
I agree with ChemistryFreak. Don't think Melinda Dolittle shouldn't have been out. Thought she should've won actually. Don't like the other two. Don't like the American Idol system really. It's not very right. But then again, those contestants have already gotten the recognition they need to start it out.

I hate chinese pop music. Think I've ever mentioned that before. It's crap. But I find it amazing how so many of thmm can all sound like one another with the exact same sound, theme and style and yet give the song another name. It's also amazing how they don't get caught for plagarism. Even when they copy right off Michael Jackson and Ricky Marin. Oh yeah, I think I know. It couldn't have been more unoriginal than that. And I must've offended you. But there you go.

Sick dreams/ Wild rush/ Who can tell?/ Who will fight/ for their right/ A two by four/ It's a lie/ Condescending alcholic minds GET AWAY GET AWAY/ HERE COMES A FIRE TO LIGHT/ LIGHT YOUR BED/ MAKE THINGS BRIGHT Right/ Wild call/ Three chords/ Who can run?/ Who will hide?/ I only chose/ To be a slave to fear/ All my life /Can't tell what that means/ Just a sudden vibe, can't belive/ I wish I could fly

Inspired by STP. Came out in 10 mins. It's been a while since I've done this.

2007-05-15T16:48:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Damn blogger is still screwed isn't it?

What an interesting day. Can't be bothered to say anything about it. It's a nice day. That's it. Haha. Goodbye people. Don't feel like blogging now.

2007-05-14T16:30:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Been on hiatus for a while. Not because of mid-year. Just.. personal jaded-ness. And that i can stand how I can see the Compose thing on when I'm posting. Sucks. so irritating to type in html.

Lent Yun the '1984' i borrowed from the library. She loved it. Got excited by it. Haha. Well, it is quite a good book for that matter. And WINSTON <3>The Rise of Hitler. Pretty awesome. It's so amazing that he can do public speaking ANYWHERE. Even in jail. That's so nice. And I like his cell. Better service than any hotel. Heh. Pretty inspired by his public speaking skills.

And for Literature today, we had an argument session. YiShuo was good. Left me quite there. Couldn't fight much at that one. But it was fun. And loud. From all the shouting and stuff. Showed Ms Rani my Slash autographs. Haha. Yeah. Slash is the shit.

Music:
Linkin Park's "Minutes To Midnight" is out today!!! Going to get it on Wednesday. I can control it. It's ok. I'll be ok. Haha. Can't wait to get it. Been bugging people all day about it.
A few albums to get this year. Bon Jovi's "Lost Highway" out on Jun 19; Velvet Revolver's "Libertad" out on Jul 3; and Guns N' Roses' "Chinese Democracy"... well.. i don't know.. maybe that one will be another 10 more years. Damn Gn'R. I feel like getting it, and then i don't the next minute. Cos Axl...

Been trying to play Bon Jovi's "Edge Of A Broken Heart" and Guns N' Roses' "Ain't It Fun". I really need an amp. I really need an amp. Some one please get me an amp. I'm not even talking about getting a Les Paul now. I desperately need an amp. Someone get me a Marshall.

I plead guity. If there's anything I am guity for, it is for standing up for the right of a rockstar. It is not about the money. It is about how loud you play.

Right... Randomness. Sorry about that. So inspired by Hitler.

2007-05-04T12:50:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Woot! No school! Haha. Yay. Mr Chew rocks. He's the GOD OF PHYSICS! Haha. Randomness.
Yun has a new Katie Leong blog. She's still working on it. But like, wow. Don't think I'll start a fan blog. Cos i love too many bands.
Damn. Have to f-ing study. As expected. Discovered more questions I have about Physics. And i can't stand studying for Chemistry and Social Studies at the same time. 2 of the subjects i dislike most. I prefer Social studies to Chemistry though. But thanks to Mr Chew, I think I can now remember the difference between atoms, molecules, compounds and elements.

Music:
Bon Jovi was so cool last night on American Idol. Mum said Jon looks good. Duh. Does he only have one guitar? Doesn't matter, it's cool. And i like his chain.

JON!

JON! Again! and his nice, charming smile..

The King Of Swing! Woot!

From the night before. He looks younger here. Well.. he always does.

Also got some promo pics of Lost Highway. Totally awesome stuff. JUNE 19!!!

Oh. Yun likes this pic... cos well... they're eating. Right.

I like this one.

and this one.. billards.. or pool..

Jon...

Jon...

Richie...

2007-05-03T18:54:00.000+08:00

Reality:
E Math paper today. Ah. Mr Ng came in halfway during the test and talked to Ms Chian and I was like, 'ZOMG! YES! CAN DO NOW!'. Haha. 'Ok' paper. Not extremely tought. Not really easy either. Not going to get full marks as I wanted to, for sure. And apparantly the Big One had been going around teaching people the sums after the test. Dammit. After E Math test was English paper 2. I finished it so quickly, I had like, 40mins to spare. Was so bored. So bored till I entertained myself my drinking water sip by sip, and then dropped the water, spilling it on the ground. Ok, so the 2nd part was accidental. You get my point.

Stayed back after school with Yun and Vera to study Physics. Then Vera left after a while. And Yun and I went to find Mr Chew to clear up some, or rather, the many doubts. Called him three times but he didn't pick up. He called me back. And said to go find him later. So Yun and I went to the staff to find him. Saw Ms Ong. And now she knows about Yun's thing with Gan Lao Shi (he loves Doraemon!), Mr Tay... and my thing with Mr Liu and Mr Ng. And she said "You like Mr Liu.. cos of his..[signals 'built'] and his tummy in front?" ...or something like that. Haha. That's so funny. Anyway, we found Mr Chew, and he came up to the 3rd floor lift lobby (which he calls 'near the elevator') to teach us. He's so funny. I passed him this question and he looked at it and said, "L-o-l..." I think he was in an online mood today or something. Heh. And the was this question about feeling lighter when you're in the lift, and it goes down. And Mr Chew got us to experiment it out. Highly amusing. Yun and I going up and down the lift cos we believe you feel lighter going up the lift, but calculations say otherwise. And we asked him questions from today's Math paper, and some chemistry, and some other shit that's out of any subject. Like why is Ms Chng so stressed, what is there to be so stressed about. And he doesn't know either. And the fact that his old school was infamous for tackling girls from girl schools which surrounded his school. Haha. And he likes to teach Maths. Stayed till about 5.30pm. Cleared everything we could ever clear for. For now. Will be sure to have more doubts as i study later. It's always the case.

Whoo. I don't have to go to school tomorrow! IN YOUR FACE, bio and geog students. I love my combi so.

Music:
zOMG! Jon Bon Jovi and David Bryan on American Idol last night! And tonight too. I love his spastic smile trying to say it's-no-good-but-I-want-to-put-this-positively. Mum thinks he looks younger. Hell yeah. He's so cool. Ah! I like the first one and the last one this week. Forgot the names. Haven't watched much of this season.

Listined to random hip hop songs. Like, R. Kelly "Ignition Remix", Cam'Rom feat Juelz Santana "Hey Ma", Nelly "Ride Wit Me"... It's been a while. Reminds me of the old days. Which means, like, 3 years ago.

2007-04-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Physics remedial after school after Chemistry remedial. Mr Chew passed Ms Ong a note to be passed to me about my question that i emailed to him. [and yun is so jealous] Funny cos I was just going to see him in another half hour's time. Could have told me then instead. More quotin'. 'Nuff said, there's alot today, so here goes:

"Good question.. It's still not ready yet." [the notes]
"Again? I can't hear you."
"Notes?!"
"Sound... 'piak' sound."
"Light.. a bit special lah."
"Next come one will spring up from the top and another from the bottom" [cos daniel came thru the back door and then WeiJiang came thru the front]
"But try to... remember this lah..."
"Eh?"
"Die die you go and memorise it."
"You dreaming?!"
"Whoops."
"It's just a decoy.. to distract you."
"The flower pot just droooooo drop.."
"If you like lah."
"Crap... um"
"In your tertiary education, this will look super neat."
"Goes uuuuuuuuuppp..."
"A clock blahblahblah"
"If you don't know, please don't go and geh kiang"
"Down here what i mean by geh kiang is..."
"This one don't know how to calculate you die already"
"Eh?"
"dot dot dot."
"If you lose i hang you."
"You will never win me."
"No, better not.. no, cannot.. No! Is cannot!"
"Ya, stop 一下子，then?"
"Spare a thought for your teacher lah."
"This silly ball here."
"It is ambiguous."
"The work done is manifested."
"50 lah!"
"Oops."
"Hah? Oh. Sorry."
"Which is manifested in the form of energy."
"I need to buy new markers."
"Those are crappy ones."
"What?"
"Ah."

I'm so inspired that I decided that being a guitar technician/engineer shall be abother career choice. I shall work for Les Paul or something. Yay.

"DESTORY THE EMOS, SAVE THE WORLD!"

2007-04-28T20:00:00.000+08:00

Created more South Park people! Found a better site to do it. http://www.sp-studio.de/

SLASH!!

2007-04-27T18:41:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Half day today. Speech day thing. Nice. And damn why we don't get to perform for speech day. Sucks.

This morning saw the people come back from Africa. Yay. Mr Ng is back! Thought it might give me motivation to run my 2.4 if I see his car and keep running towards it. Still failed the goddamned run. JT still said i was better than last time. Right. I somewhat fell in between. wth. I so hate running that. Went up to class with Yun walking the way you don't usually walk (..ok that didn't really make sense) just to see Mr. Ng in 312. Heh. Then we got the energy to up one more floor.
And after running, another round of scolding during SS. As usual.

And yay, Physics. Energy now. Principle of Consevation Of Energy. POCOE now. Not POM. Heh. And Mr Chew showed us a document with the words of wisdom Bill Gates had for High School kids to encourage us, or part of his usual pep talk for us or whatever. A nice one was "Be nice to nerds. They may become your boss." Heh. More crazy Mr Chew quotin'. Today was funny. It's starting to become quite a collection.. Now not only Yun wants me to type it out, junqi wants it typed out too. Cos my handwriting is hard to read. It's a good handwriting. But bad when scribbled. Well, how can I write such things properly when I sit right in front of the class? Here goes anyway:

"Even if you can't, I'll force it on you." [remedial time...]
"Oh dear."
"Something happened to your board!" [cos it finally clean now]
"It's not a privilege, it's an entitlement." [refers to a marker]
"funny funny ones"
"I'm not Pom" [then we said, "Now it's Pocoe"]
"Pocoe"
"It doesn't really matter."
"Ya. Correct."
"I forgot already."
Don't ever go and use the funny thing here."
"Not up and down... just up."
"What if I jump?" [said in return of a question someone asked]
"You keep jumping then you have work done."
"But it looks extremely stupid." [refferring to that if you jump up and down with your bag when you go to school cos only then will there be work done]
"Good question. I also don't know how to answer. Can I get back to you on that?" [to a question Yun asked]
"... POWER!..."
"Don't start it" [when Vera said "Power Rangers!"]
"Question nine... ..teen."
"The very last one and the most useless one." [refers to calculating Effeciency]
"Ya.. your kettle can glow is it?" [when we said light energy will be produced when kettle is heated]
"Principle of Con-ver-sa-tion... eh?.. no... Conservation!"
"To 'F' me?!" [when we said, "that means we're lucky to have you."]
"I thought you said meant something vulgar.."
"'That teacher lor! Dunno how to teach one!'" [reanacting what he hear kids saying on the MRT]

and AND AND... MR NG IS SETTING E MATHS MID-YEAR PAPER!!! I'M GOING TO DO SO WELL FOR IT!!! I thought it was supposed to be A Maths.. But all the same anyway. Whee.

I. Am. Bored. Humour. Me.

2007-04-26T16:33:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Nothin' much today. Paper ones. Blogging so that Alex won't have to tell me to update my blog, like he does all the time. Haha. Thank you, brotha. I am bored. Literature, Social Studies and Chemistry homework to be done tomorrow. Great, it's Social Studies again. I want to like it, but it's kind of boring now and the textbook just makes it worse actually. Glad Yun is happier today. I like happy Yun.

Music:

Bon Jovi - These Days (live in taratata in 1996 )

Credits to Olivia's cousin, Jonathan for the link to this great video. And dude, you're right man. Best Richie solo for These Days ever. It's a great song and it's greater here. Knew they were a good live band apart from Aerosmith who are THE BEST.

Crazy about Steve Vai and Joe Satriani. G3!!!

2007-04-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

ZOMG!!!! I GOT SLASH'S AUTOGRAPH!!! IN THE MAIL!!! No.. it's not like the last time, that pre-printed one.. I sent him a photo and he actually signed it. ZOMG. It's so cool. I have something from HIM!

shit.. i'm in dilemma now..

sorry choir people.. shit.. damn.. this sucks. arrgggh! why is it like that???

2007-04-24T18:46:00.000+08:00

Made my own South Park guy. Cute. I think it has to do with recent massacres. Well, there you go.

http://images.southparkstudios.com/games/create/

2007-04-24T17:07:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Choir SYF today. At the time, I'm blogging now, their results haven't got to me yet. Anyway, because of them, I got Ave Verum stuck in my head. At least, I know the first line of it. Nice song. Haha. Therefore had to collect homework for Yun for the next 3 quarters of the day.

And it meant that Yun missed out on Physics today. The group only had me and Vera today. And we played a "Who Wants to be A Millionaire"-like game. Instead of money we get 'cheap crackers' and we can choose to keep or snowball it. Quite fun. But stressful. And especially when all groups had four people and ours had 2. But we remained cos we shall not doubt our ability. Heh. Kind hard without Yun. And we got one question wrong. Where is she when we need her? And there's Physics homework today. That's nice. Vera and I continued to write down all the cool things Mr Chew said in class. Yun informed me to carry on and to let her read it. Haha. Insane. But it's so fun. There's alot today. So here's what you missed while you were gone, julia:

"All want to die already."
"By tomorrow can?"
"Once you've gotten your tutorial..."
"In order for you to do your tutorial faster..."
"Er... No Kinder Surprise."
"Don't doubt your ability."
"That's why it's called Earn your Keeps."
"I got nothing for you but like crackers... haha!"
"Sorry I need a pen.. no... marker..."
"耍贱招"
"Can you go toilet ? Go lah!"
"这个做废了"
"This one don't know you need to spank."
"Oh. Crap."
"Kept in equilibrium blahblahblahblahblah."
"Pom? What pom?"
"Let me advance first."
"Or you want to give reason? Give lah!"
"further away from the nut (knut)"
"Can you help me pick that up?"
"What is that?!!"
"What go up go down? What talking you?"

Have psychoed myself to LOVE Chemistry. Ms Chian is so pretty. Mr Lim is so nice. Chemistry is so fun. Must.. try.. Starting to not understand mole now. Shall get back on track.

And I'm still pissed there's no more CO in my primary school. I hate to say this, but the school sucks ever since it merged with another school. Actually glad I left before it changed so much.

Also pissed that my TV is spoilt. That so sucks. Stuck with the small one now... I miss the big screen.

2007-04-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

Reality:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUANG LAO SHI!!!

Yay. Jing Ying and I SMSed him. He replied me first. But he replied JingYing with a long message but mine was cuter. Haha. He said, "谢谢!糟糕，年龄生日都被暴露了!!!!" Awww.. So cute. And then i tried to reply but he didn't reply. Can't keep up a convo. Heh. I'm going to keep that SMS, man. And also happy birthday to William Shakespeare. Good man. But who really cares? Might not really be his birthday anyway, apparantly. Yay. Huang Lao Shi rocks. Bestest conductor ever!!!

Yesterday guitar lesson, Mr Lim created some tunes that sounded like a song and then we asked him what it is and he said it's just chords. So pro. And it's really nice. So Joel, Verena and I sorta adopted that and now call ourselves "只是chord nia" a.k.a "It's Only Chords". Right. Dumb. But it's so nice. And now it's on our nicks. Haha.

And no, I don't think i'm in the same catagory of eccentrics as JingYing. We're different. Different people with some similar likes. That's all. Heh.

zOMG.. I'm so sad. My primary school CO disbanded!!! ARRRGGH! MR TEO! MR NG! ARRRGGH! I miss them so. And now I can't go back and find them when i go back to my Pri school. This sucks. The new school system sucks. Really. Dammit. I don't think they even have Band now. It's all dance. And a new thing called Violin. Shit. zzzz. I want my Primary School CO back. Though I'm not there, but i want it back! Mr Teo was like, our GOLD instructor, it's not fair they put down CO. Ah!

Music:
Been repeating The Fray's "How To Save A Life" over and over again on my MP3 and stereo. Arrggh. Can't get it out of my head. It's so nice.

2007-04-22T09:38:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LENIN!!!

It's Lenin's birthday! My favourite guy in the history textbook! Yay.

Played tennis in the morning with mum. So fun. It's been a while. And mum and I started applying Physics concepts while we play which was so annoying. But I like it. Haha. Especially when we did volleys. Felt momentum doing that. Lame-ass, but yeah.

Harp got GOLD. Congratulations. You didn't get Ag+

Music:

zOMG. STEVE VAI IS SO COOL. He's my new hero. Tender Surrender.

2007-04-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Today was fun. So happy I didn't have to re-run my 2.4km today. Did standing Broad Jump instead. Better, though i suck at it too. But, yeah.
And the lessons were all mixed up today. 3rd period swoped with 5th period. Like, had a period of Physics and recess and Social Studies in between and then another 1 period of Physics. Only got 7/12 for social Studies test. Kinda disappointing. But whatever. Then Physics.. Mr Chew gave a really nice pep talk. So touched by it. Wrote down the cool things Mr Chew said in class today again. Yun wants me to blog EVERYTHING down, so here goes. It's in order of when he says it.

"Alright. I'm in trouble... [searches for paper] ... oh there!"
"I know it's quite stupid."
"Ya.. right."
"Sum of anticlokwise moments equals sumofclockwisemoments blahblahblahblah..."
"Hey! The beam is already balanced!"
"..where your McDonald Cup has already dropped, then you go push push push then the cup will roll round and round and round.."
"Cashew-nut like thing"
"My drawing not so skill lah"
"I have to sacrifice for the sake of you all."
"This thing is super stable... i cannot stand it anymore."
"Oi, why like that?"
"Oi!"
"The Physics behind all these things."

Ok that's it. Enough. For today.

After the half day of school, i went out with Xue Fen and Big Cock to Jurong East KFC for lunch. Big Cock kept wanting mayonaise. And she changed the wrong chicken for me! Arrrgggh! And went to the library. still can't find my "1984" book. Grrr..
Took a bus down to Clementi Stadium for Sport Day. So fun. The rest of it was pretty fun. Sat with Jing Ying and Ziyi and Verena at first. And then Yun and Gwen came from choir. And Ms Ong too. Our class got last in the only event we participated in. Amusing. Ms Ong found it amusing. She was like, sitting near Yun and me. And she asked some funny questions i shall not speak of any further. And I (or was it Jing Ying) asked her if Mr Ng was running and she said he's in South Africa now, for some investiture thing or whatver. And at the end of all races, it was the teacher's relay run. Funny they split into Maths, Aesthetics, Science, English, Chinese and Humanities department. And Gwen, Yun and I ran down with a group of other people from our class to go support the teachers. Specifically Mr Chew and Ms Ong. And when we got there, first thing was to give support to Mr Chew. And then we ran down back so that Yun could see Mr Tay and so that Gwen and I could see Mr Liu. Haha. Ok, so which meant, we cheered for Aesthetics (Mr Cheng), then Humanities/Maths (Mr Tay/Mr Liu), then Science (Mr Chew), then Maths (Ms Ong.. who was on the Catapillar thing with Mr Tan and Ms Wong). And Maths won in the end, then i forgot whether Science or Aesthetics came first. And when Mr Chew was running, we were like running along with him. He's so fast. If we could run with him for NAPFA, i think Yun and I will do pretty well. Ms Ong said Mr Liu can run. Whee. Haha. Mr Chew's billabong shorts are so cool. lol
Jing Ying GG today. Poor her.

Yay. Just had a super long convo with Wu Lao Shi and Aaron. Haha. Wu Lao Shi called me Richie. And then after a while he went out for dinner. Heh. I changed my blogskin to one i used a long time ago. Don't know why. Felt like it. And my Blogger is screwed..

Music:
Got Good Charlotte's "The River". Nice song. They haven't had many good tracks recently. Until this one i guess. And it should be clear that "Just Feel Better" with Steven Tyler on vocals is the best Santana collabo ever.STEVE VAI IS SO COOL!

2007-04-18T18:47:00.000+08:00

Reality:
You know that day is gonna rock with Physics for the 1st period. Centre of Gravity .Amusing. And as influenced by Jing Ying writing down every cool thing Mdm Sia says (eg. 'i'll kill you..'), Yun and i wrote down every cool thing that Mr Chew said. Though not all are really cool. But, what are you gonna do about it. Like, "I have to yell 'Class stand!'", "draw dot dot dot dot...", "ah.. let me summarise that..", "funny little triangle" [aka pivoting pt.], ".. and you happily measure that weight..", "You and your itchy finger go poke poke poke the McDonald's cup..", "Ooops.", "Rachel is correct."... and there are more. But those are waaaayyy off. Noted for the sake of it. Heh. Physics is so fun. And i replaced the word 'homework' on th whiteboard with 'tutorials'. heh. Cos Mr Chew used that.

Gwen gave me Dark Chocolate flavoured M&Ms today. zomg. i love dark chocolate. Yay. And then i love Lemon flavoured Fisherman's Friend. So random.
Have so much TUTORIALS today. Forgot to bring back my maths stuff to do my homeworl. Shit. For the 1st time this year, i shall hand in my homework late. ... But then again, i might just somehow find some time to get it done tomorrow. So much work. And i still have that dumb english essay to do. And there's so much social studies to do. Arrgggh. Why can't there be physics and literature homework to replace these thing. But i finally completed the online maths quiz. Got 71% or so. Rank no. 2.

Had C.O celebration today. Celebrate getting Silver-plated Gold. Buffet of some sort. Huang Lao Shi came. Yay. And JY and Yun went crazy over Justin's brother. Amusing. And Yun, with me and JY, followed Huang Lao Shi around staring at him. Haha. And he seemed to keep moving away. Apparantly, we lost by 4%. That's sad. Well, Yun's happy today. She got to see Clarence and Huang Lao Shi. And Huang Lao Shi uses a colourful umbrella, but not as multi-coloured as Mr Peh's for sure. Heh. Have to bring home the 天龙八部 to translate from C major to G major. Cos we can never remember what C major is like.
And JY carried her PINK Roxy bag today. It soooo sucks. She thinks so too. But the question was: why buy it in the 1st place? She said' it was he lighting in the shop. ok. Well, it sucks anyway. The pink sucks.

Music:
repeated Meat Loaf and Marion raven's 'It's All Coming Back To Me Now' over and over again this morning. So love that song. Never really liked Meaf Loaf until this. And the little solo is pretty cool. Shall go try it out somtime.
Also miss listening to Slash's solo of 'The Godfather Theme'. I tried to play it. but it's not very possible and it's the sort of solo and guitar work you can only do once. The rest is just impro.

2007-04-17T18:23:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Yay. Passed the tough Physics test! Half the class passed. 14/25. And Mr Chew wrote 'You Survived!' below my marks. Amusing. Good I survived. And I so enjoy getting back marked Physics homework and tests. Cos of all the comments and notes written on it. It's so cool. And fun to compare the number of positive comments we get. Like, motivation of some sort. Which also means i quite like doing Physics homework in comparison to others.. Yay, I love Physics!
And I'm starting to like a part of Chemistry. Which is chemical calculations, moles and stuff cos it has so much calculation. (duh..) I told Mr Chew that i'm starting to like chemistry because of this chapter and he was like, 'Great!!'. And then Dixin and i said it's only cos i like Maths and chemical calculations are so Maths. and he was like, -_- haha. And i like Ms Tham's teaching. Glad it wasn't Mr Lim teaching. Though he was hanging around there for a while.

And i watched Spongebob today.
And Yun was so fascinated by my have a nice day album today. And we tried making the smirk with our faces. It actually works. you have to frown 1st then give a funny smile. heh. Amused ourselves anyway. Also lent her my Bart Simpson's guide To Life book. Great book. Alot of lifeskills learnt from there. Heh.

Music:
Finally got 'It's All Coming Back to me' by Meat Loaf and Marion Raven. Like that song. Meat Loaf is always so theatrical. It's cute. Also still been listening alot to Daughtry. And mum thinks 'Over you' is a nice song too. But i think i'm slowly getting sick of it. Chris really sounds like Scott Stamp of Creed. I thought so the 2nd moment i heard him on TV. I love Creed. And Mark Tremonti.. And of course Creed is better. But, ah well.

2007-04-16T18:49:00.000+08:00

Reality:
YAY! HAD CO TODAY!. Alithough it was not much. but still... Huang Lao Shi came. Yay. He was so wet. Po Shui Jie. Haha. He made JingYing in charge of scores 乐谱管理. Haha. Although she was appointed by him, but it's a sad job. Lik, office boy or something, just photocopy stuff all day. Heh. He like me, so he didn't want to give me the burden. heh. Some ex-seniors borrowed 3 of our new Ruans. Sad. Though i kept mine. But i feel bad for jingying cos she doesn't have her new ruan. But she still has her old ruan. I like both the new one and the old on. Cos my new ruan was given by Huang Lao Shi, but my old ruan has sentimental value. So i don't know. And we got a new song. 天龙八部.
Oh. And 周华建 sings 难念的经天龙八部. Dunno what that is actually. Haha.

Literature (Off-Centre) project is coming along quite alright.. in my opinion anyway. And I like my poem. But i know it's not great enough yet. Disjointed. Like how my mind is. Disjointed. So much other homework to do! Arrggh! Social studies, maths, lit.. Probably others i don't remember. And i got 9/25 for my chemistry test. Whoo. i didn't fail as badly as i thought i would. And Ms Sathi said i didn't do the Social Studies test as well as expected. Damn.

And lol. Yun got caught by some teacher cos he wants her to tie her hair. And he asked it in such a funny way. "Your hair can tie right...?" Like asking, "You are feeling ok right...?" Heh. Why couldn't it have been the other Mr Liu. And we had HISTORY lesson today. I find Hitler so fascinating, entertaining and scandalous. History is really gossips of the male's point of view. But i definately enjoy it. And Hitler has one testicle, he wanted to be an artist growing up... and so on. And we amused ourselves comparing Mr. Ng and Hitler. Cos they are both loud. Good speakers. Heh. But i still like Lenin. He thinks we're cool. And Alex has this fascination over Hitler too. Yay. Good man. But I admire Hitler in a different way. In the more arty way. I don't know. I prefer Lenin.

I realised like how, Yun likes to put ".... ..... ..... ...." all over blogs, emails, smses, i like to use the word "And", as a heading. it depends.

Music:
Been listening to Daughtry alot. Especially 'Over You'. Not exactly my sort of music. But it's nice. And Slash played with him. So yeah. That reassures my decision. Slash is right. And i like Chris Daughtry when the moment i saw him on TV, on the American Idol auditions. And American Idol sucks now. I shall only watch it when Bon Jovi comes on it on May 2. Lent Hui Yun Bon Jovi's Bounce album. I'll miss its presence for these few days. Blah.

2007-04-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

Reality:
As expected, I'm going to fail that chemistry test. Whoo. I predicted it! I sooo hate Chemistry. Been trying to make myself like it but it's no working. Physics is a more important science subject really. I want to drop Chem, and like, take up something like 'Double Physics', and have more MOMENTS with Mr Chew, as Yun suggests, but apparantly it's not possible ('Moments' here could also refer to Moments = Force x Distance...). Duh. But why do we need to know how chemicals add up to form what and why is it compulsory if we're porbably not going to be pharmacists or chemists or whatever. Dammit. Arrrgggh.
This is dumb. My schizophrenic mind is back and it's telling me that i'm dumb to bother to think about this anyway.

I miss CO... especially the SYF days. Dammit. So much fun. Now i feel weird being allowed so much time to study for tests. Ironic..
and i have such amusing tags... thank you people. Sure brightens up my day.

junqi: i shall play too. WU LAO SHI WU LAO SHI WU LAO SHI WU LAO SHI! fine. short form. wls wls wls wls wls wls wls

weijie: hm.. HLS HLS HLS WLS WLS WLS HLS WLS HWLS

JINGYING: thank me. i told u. i reminded him. kao. wls wls wls wls wls wls hls hls hls hls hls hls hls!!!!

2007-04-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Another post for the sake of it. Cos my boy Alex needs to be entertained. There. This is a post. I am bored. Yay. CO starts again next week. This week feels weird without any CO. I've been keeping my unread email at the number of 129. Nice. All this random-ness. I'm schizophrenic and I remind myself of it. I have no idea what that just meant. Well, whatever, nevermind...(Kurt Cobain)

Music:
Tryin' to play "Through Glass". Not difficult. But the tabs i got weren't really accurate.
ROCK IS FOREVER!
Been seeing Linkin Park's "What I've Done" on MTV. It's nice. I find thier new album cover corny. Don't tell me they really meant it when they say a few years ago that they'll come back as a boy band in matching suits. Haha. And they haven't matured.. They amuse me so. Here's why:

what are some of the new song names?
in the club, wangsta, nuthin' but a g thang. -joe

what's your favorite animal and why?
a space lion, because i invented it. –BBB

2007-04-08T11:38:00.000+08:00

this is amusing. and interesting. it makes me slightly happier.

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
i have to tell you something

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
u will be happy

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
what

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
what>?

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
wu lao shi asked where are u

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
YES!!!

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
wheee

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
and he ask why didn't u go-

JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
:)

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
you made me a little happier

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
whee

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
he noticed ur presence!

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
i love him too

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
yay

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
hahaha!-

JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
then i told him

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
u very sad that time u sms him and he doesn't rmb u

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
then he said

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
he remembers u. he just forgot ur name.

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
yes!

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
lol

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
then i helped u confess to him

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
im not THAAATT sad.

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
LOL.

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
...

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
i said rachel loves you

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
HAHAHA

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
dumb leh

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
lol

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
and he was like

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
bu yao luan jiang hua la!

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
>_>

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
hahahaha

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
haha

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
be happy manszx

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
he rmb u

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
i know

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
he asked where were u

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
and why didn't u go!

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
and .

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
i so sad

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
why?

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
i found out that he goes around telling ppl

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
i mean

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
saying that ppl are hen ke ai

- JINGYING sexy obsessions乐的传人 says:
T.T

Richie~ $u$pended 666~ I'm only here for a while, But patience is not my style 乐的传人 says:
lol

whee. he remembers he. lol. SMSed him too just now. He said Bao Zhong. I sure will. heh..

2007-04-08T11:20:00.000+08:00

ARRRGGGHHH! i am like so sad i didn't go yesterday. I know they had so much fun. Arrggh. This sucks. Knew i'll regret it. Blah. I was like, f-ing stuck at home yesterday... so grounded, while everyone was out partying. Dammit.

Yay. Wu lao shi tagged co blog.
7 Apr 07, 23:46 mrgoh: hope all child i love....have a god result next two year....love u all

Awww..Wu lao shi flies off today. 一路顺风！
I love huang lao shi and wu lao shi! yay!

2007-04-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

Reality:
So much work, so little time. You know how it is. And a couple of tests up too... Chemistry, dammit.Trying to study a little for history and a little for chemistry.
Can't go out for dinner with CO people and Wu Lao Shi. Don't ask me about it. Just, sad. I so don't wanna talk about it.
And i realised i miss my Primary School instructors and conductors. Ahhh... Haven't seen them in a while. They were like, so nice and funny. Like, they would always show us their new handphones and be totally hyper about it. They'd do crazy things like have each of them conduct half the CO each in each room and turn on their speaker phone to try and conduct together. Brings back memories. Sad. Everything is so sad.
Blogging for the sake of it. Don't know why. I'm back to loving my rockstars. And life is therefore considerably picking up. Whoohoo.

Music:
Bought Stone Sour's "Come What(ever) May" album yesterday. Pretty cool. Some signs, but still different from Slipknot. Corey rocks. And Roy Mayorga is so cool. He looks like Tommy Lee. typical drummer of metal. "Zzyzx Rd." rocks. Though it's like a ballad of the album. It means alot anyway. And the lyrics are on the sidebar now.
And now i have 27 guitar pick excluding those used for CO.

2007-04-05T17:47:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Woke up this morning with the words "ta ma de, ji dan" ringing in my head. Knew it was going to be a bad day. Sure enough, it wasn't a great day.

Went to school early in the morning to have Chemistry make-up lesson with Chick and Mop came along. Ms Chian was a little late. Had the lesson in the staff room. Realised Mr Winston Chew sits opposite from her. He asked why i was here. I was like, "Dentention!". He believed it. haha. Amusing. And halfway through the 'lesson', Mr Chew called me over cos my mum called him. Like, dammit. To ask if there really was rememdial. I know it's optional but i wanted to go. So, she didnt let me. Whatever. And Mr Chew was like, "Rachel, what did you do?". haha.
And you know the day is gonna suck when the first period is chemistry. Sucks. Then there was this bloody maths test i couldn't do. I really couldn't do it. I love maths. But i don't know why i couldn't do this one. Couldn't be bothered to try anymore anyway.

So life is somewhat getting back together. In a weird way or so.

CO:
The coolest thing of today was that Dixin and i SMSed Wu Lao Shi and he replied! I'm so never gonna delte that message. Heh. And i replied again after one hour (well, i was in class..) and he forgot me and had to remind him again. Funny. And he said he's leaving this Sunday afternoon. Awww.. sad..

Apparantly, yesterday's SYF had groups that weren't fantastic getting good results. Like, Evergreen were pretty bad and they still got silver. So.. don't know what's going on. But Hwa Chong got Gold. So i'm happy. Or else Huang Lao Shi will be so devasted. Too bad i didn't go see it. Even Wu Lao Shi said what we got was unfair. Soooo agreed. And the guys shouted TMDJD when they announced the judges names. Well done, people. Sure let off some steam. Cos it's all really not fair at all. We sure deserved more than that. And now i feel so sad when i think about "Po Shui Jie". Can't help it. Just not the same anymore. Not so much the fun "Da-yeeeee, Da-yeeee" feeling that i loved.
Yet it's the coolest thing that we're extremely bonded and united. (As Mr Foo says 'We must be UNITY') It's so amazing. And it's great that no one is ever blaming anyone for anything. And we have TMDJD as our catchphrase. We rock. We know it. You know it. That's something that really matters.

Ah no! Everyone wants Huang Lao Shi now! Yeah! He's the best! But no! Now they all want to snatch him from me. But then again it's good that now he'll feel the love from all of us. whee. haha. And so sad, i can't go out tomorrow for their outing. Dammit. I don't know.. Like, i'm like, grounded or something. I'd really rather not have another fight.

Music:
Still haven't been listening to anything much. Just stuck around "Through Glass" and a couple of Papa Roach tracks. I'm still that heavy metal kid. Nu-metal will never leave me for ol' skool rock however much i love it to death.

And as my brotha/soldier/comrade would like to point out to judges and assholes and so on and so forth: "REPENT FOR TOMORROW YOU DIE!" I love you too. Whee. Alex you're amazing. You are the shit. All that gore in an instant. Damn.

'In his hand was a light-weight adamantium blade, crackling with purplish energies. Outside the huge wooden doors was the sound of battle. He tugged at his dust-coloured robe and waved the troopers behind him off. He strolled towards the door, the banner of the Falcon behind him as the door slowly groaned open, light spilling in...The battle outside was horrendous, corpses lay at his feet...
...missiles and gun thundered overhead and he watched as his valiant men put a desperate struggle against the enemy, purified blades met tainted copper as slabs of holy skin were ripped apart and daemonic skin torn asunder...He looked up and pulled down his visor before letting out a long ulutating cry, showing his primal ferocity as he hurled himself at the thick mass of bodies...
...he swung his weapon furiously, hacking off limbs and biting into tainted meat as he recited the Struggles of Ancestors, his men roared in righteous glory as they fired their guns and followed his example, unsheathing their cleansing blades of "His" will and reciting the pledges of their society. The daemons were met with the righteous onslaught of "His" defenders...The man stood there watching,
...blade whirling, gaining speed with each corpse which stood at his feet, eventually becoming a blur of quicksilver...His helmet was knocked off, his hands and gauntlets slick with black blood...his body was numb save for the righteousness in his heart, the fury of "His" will and order, the daemonic advance was nearly halted buT his numbers were dwindling...the heraldry of the banner was smeared,
...with each arc of blood which burst from open sockets...he roared with all his strength, his blows stronger with each cry...blood caked his face and his armour was blown off, parts of his body bleeding horrendously and blackened with impacts of shells...'At lasy!' he thought, as he decapitated the second last daemonic traitor, his hand gripping tightly onto his sword as marched towards the last.
...traitor, he smiled grimly, shifting his sword in a back-hand position and standing above his enemy...He was a wreck, tears choking him and he was pleading in his vile language...he knew it was no use...opposers of "Him" knew no penitence...he uttered a single holy word and thrust his sword deep into the traitor, blood spraying in his face...the traitor gurgled in his own blood as he fell limp..
...he smiled grimly, looking to the sky and saying his thanks before embracing the warmth of the wind against his burning cheeks and he fell to the ground, eyes closing slowly, the darkness slowly enveloping his mind and he thought of the first and last thing he ever thought of...his benefactor and saviour..."Him"'

- by Alex Low (in like, 6 mins...)

2007-04-04T14:19:00.000+08:00

Reality:
TA MAAA DE, JEEEEEEEEE DAN! it's so wrong.. i dont think we screwed up so bad to deserve this. but it can't be helped. we were unlucky. so fuckin' be it. it's ok. what can you do about it. i just feel real bad for huang lao shi cos he's done so much for us and stuck with us for so long. he must be the most upset now. and finally everyone loves him so much. can't let him leave. can't imagine co without him. but now we're all so bonded and we need to help each other get back on their feet. i wish it was just a scam. one that lasted too long. honestly, i enjoyed myself yesterday. it's quite a big blow that we didn't get what we expected. no one is at fault. though we can and shall just blame the judges. for everything. maybe they weren't in a good mood. who knew?

because of co, i had so many conflicts with my mum. a hell lot of shit went on. we all made a hell lot of sacrifices. they don't know it. or they do but they don't care. and i dont regret it. i really don't care if you don't.
and on the brighter, ironic side, now have all three. Pri 4: Bronze, Pri 6: Gold, Now: Silver.. good collection... in which i dump paper clips in.

i realise i always turn my sadness into anger and hate. i need anger management. i shall stay this way for now.

and thanks to all my friends for all the encouragement. it helps. really.
it's almost time to get back to normal. can't seemed to be bothered about anything. well, i guess i could never be bothered about alot of things. still.. everything is so F.I.N.E.
fucked up. insecure. neurotic. emotional. just, FINE.

all i can say now is:
fuck it

Music:
Only in the mood to listen to Stone Sour's "Through Glass". and some other angsty metal songs. and i can't be bothered to care about any new Linkin Park song at the moment.

2007-03-25T19:48:00.000+08:00

here's a real post

reality:

went for guitar lesson today. weijie joined. fun. still improvising Canon In D. Weijie owes me money. Blah. Finished reading Harlan Coben's "Promise Me". Paid $1.55 reserving for that book. Good book. Cos Harlan Coben is good.

So much for trying to write a REAL post.

2007-03-25T10:48:00.000+08:00

what the hell. i dont know why i did this for. relink. oh yeah. i did this to keep someone away. need a new skin. just deal with this for a while.

having co everyday and i think, 'YAY'. and the co tagboard is so flooded with shit. blah.

short post. i don't care. i'm going out.

2007-02-21T19:02:00.000+08:00

Woot! I decided to come back. For the hell of it.

2006-12-08T09:16:00.000+08:00

READ THIS:
I HAVE NO WILL TO CARRY ON WITH THIS BLOG. IT HAS BEEN TAKING UP MY TIME THAT COULD HAVE BEEN USED FOR MORE CONSTRUCTIVE USE. THERE HAS BEEN SOME EFFORT PUT INTO THIS, I LOVE IT, AND I WILL NOT DELETE IT. THE TAGBOARD IS STILL ACTIVE AND I WOULD STILL LOOK AT IT. I STILL LOVE SLASH AND ALL MY HEROES AND THEY KNOW IT. MAYBE ONE DAY I'LL COME BACK TO THIS, MAYBE NOT. THANKS TO ALL WHO HAVE BEEN VISITING.
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY?

2006-12-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Cut my hair yesterday. So short. Going to get new glasses. Black. On Wednesday or Thursday. Love The Godfather. Though now Im reading The Lost Years version, I still understand it. I borrowed the original yesterday. Nice story.

Cassandra is back from China and Ying Shuen is back from work. Yay.

And i shall not hate my dad anyway. cos i should pity him. pity that he didn't have the luck to love and he was born selfish. its alright. if i hate him, i might see him again in my next life. so just let it go. then it will end.

Grr... Zhi Qing was the only one who read my pretty blog. yay i love my blog.

Music:
Happy Birthday Jay-Z! HOVA!

I remembered all the notes of the solo to (Don't Fear) The Reaper. Helluva solo. Still dont play like that though. Damn. Also can now play the first solo of Knockin' On Heavens Door. I do that GnR style. Not familiar with the Bob Dylan one. Which means I can play some kind of song by Slash. Woohoo!

Also playing Jumping Jack Flash. The Rolling Stones. Really cool song. And as Keith says, the riff plays you. Paint It Black is going along fine too. Pretty easy. For most Stones songs I play Brian Jones/Mick Taylor/Ronnie Wood, but I think Im playing Keith on Paint It Black cos Brian is playing a sitar and it feels pretty rhythmic, very Keith. R.I.P. Brian Jones.

R.I.P. to so many.. Mercury, Hendrix, Cobain, Harrison, Lennon, Elvis, Vicious, Burton..
If only it could have been Elton John.

Joel said he could play the half the solo of Open Your Eyes By Alter Bridge. Great song. Great band. Great Mark Tremonti and his PRS. Maybe I should go work on that one too. Or Broken Wings. That one is so cool.

Favourite Beatles song: Come Together. Cool bass riffs. Though I heard the Aerosmith version 1st, I love this one too. A good song is a good song. And the Beatles write the most clever lyrics.

Good day, how do, and im sending a smile to you. Dont waste and waste your breathe, and I wont waste my hate on you..

2006-12-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Dont think anyone really read my blog. Sad. Anyway, if you do tag: F.I.N.E. blog, Richie. Thank you.

Watched Happy Feet yesterday. Cute show. Different from any other animated movie. And Hugo Weaving is in it. I love that guy.

Ying Shuen is going to work. Wow. She started today. When after O Levels and I have nothing to do, I shall go work too. I shall go work at some guitar shop and tune guitars. Yes, that would be nice.

Remember to spread love and care around the world. And remember to recycle. Or else you wouldn’t get to do anything cos youre gonna die of global warming.

Happy Birthday Brad Delson of Linkin Park! Happy World Aids day.

Music:
I can play (Dont Fear) The Reaper. Thats my greatest achievement. Though I can only do it pretty sloppily, but its a start. I shall keep working on it. I also need an amp. How else can I play..

You can win the rat race, but youre still a rat.

I made that one up myself.

2006-11-29T09:47:00.000+08:00

Reality:
A certain person who exists lets me believe that there is a better world and there are better people on Earth.

Id like to demand that everyone calls me Richie. I decided to change my name. Dont ask me why its a dudes name. I dont care cos, Alice Cooper and Marilyn Manson are men. And to see how many of you really read my blog, if you have read my blog, tag: F.I.N.E. blog, Richie. F.I.N.E means something. Steven Tyler thing.
F&*KED UP, INSECURE, NEUROTIC and EMOTIONAL

I am now reading The Godfather: The Lost Years. The Godfather is supposed to be like the greatest movie ever. Wasnt born to watch it, so I shall read it. Finished reading that Jon Bon Jovi book anyway. that took so long. couldnt bear to return it.

Sad theyre still not showing Criss Angel on TV. Now its Mr. Bean. Mr. Bean is so rude. How can it be a better show than Criss Angel. Criss teaches you that concentration is everything and you can do what you believe. yes, i made that up. some might agree with me though.

My cousin is getting married soon. At a beach. Means more family members added in the line.

My favourite advertisements are the Aquos TV and the Tiger Beer ad. Aquos one is so funny. I laugh like crazy everytime I see it. The golf ball.. haha. And the tiger beer one is so exciting. Like it an action movie or something.

Think JBJ is a better dad than my dad. JBJ got a call at 2am and it was that his baby was on the way and then he flew there immediately. Authorities let him speed 100 faster than allowed. Unlike mine, who didnt even stay with my mum when I was born. He just freaking left. Or he will make actions showing that he wanted to leave.

Think putting tags bring more people to my blog..

Music:
Fairies Wear Boots is just too insane to play. I shall stick to Iron Man. SABBATH. Think Tony Iommi doesnt have fingertips. Amazing shit he does though.

Found out what the song Pink by Aerosmith means. i shant say it.

Shall stuff in more pictures. All taken by Ross Halfin. Cos hes so good. If youre wondering why theres no bon jovi, its because Ross got banned. The BJ manager thought he maded JBJ look old. hmm.. His pics aint just good for Velvet Revolver, Aerosmith and all that too. He makes Joe Perry looks so good. Ross also said Joe is Mr. Cool and all the girls love him. yep. Joe is so cool.

Aerosmith

Steven Tyler and Joe Perry

Steven Tyler and Joe Perry

Steven Tyler and Joe Perry

Steven Tyler

Steven Tyler

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Joe Perry

Velvet Revolver

Duff McKagan

Duff McKagan

Slash

Slash

Scott Weiland and Slash

Scott Weiland and Slash

Scott Weiland

That was a helluva lot of pictures.. Go crazy.

2006-11-28T14:56:00.000+08:00

Trying to play Fairies Wear Boots by Black Sabbath. Killer.
I am bored. I shall post pictures of Velvet Revolver since this is my blog and I love them so much. and Ross Halfin is a really good photographer. Slash.. Duff.. Scott.. Matt.. Dave..

Slash

Slash

Duff

Scott Weiland

Scott Weiland

Scott Weiland

Slash and Duff

Slash and Brian May

2006-11-27T11:07:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Yay mum bought me a 512MB Creeative MP4. Its so nice.

Grand Concert yesterday. Fun. We are now pretty familiar within the 10 of us. It was all good yesterday, cept that we had to carry our on footstools. Thats not a big issue. Which means that yesterday was fine. Joel, Verena and I took a taxi there and we were too early so we when to the school next door and used their vending machine.

Music:
Red Hot Chili Peppers rule. Cant believe I only started loving their stuff now.

2006-11-24T11:11:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Doctor took out some stitches for me. Went to watch Casino Royale with mum yesterday. Daniel Craig is so misunderstood. It is a very good movie. And from this show, I have learned how to play poker. Im starting to understand. Apart from Craigs face not fitting his body, everything was great. Then I bought Red Hot Chili Peppers Stadium Arcadium yesterday cos I couldnt find Rockstar: Supernova. Sucked not to find it. Chili Peppers rule too.

Today I woke up real early with the Chili Peppers Tell Me Baby stuck in my head. Such a nice song. Think I wanted to pee or something but then the song took over and I forgot about it.

Passed my C.O. costume to Yuan Yuan because I wont be performing. Cousin told me I have more than 200 visitors from 18 countries. Cool. Keep em comin

Music:
Finally picked up my electric guitar. Learned to play Chili Peppers By The Way. Fun. But my middle finger hurts. Nothing much. I realized I keep talking about Red Hot Chili Peppers. After the AMAs I love them to death. Mum thinks her hair resembles Anthony Kiedis. Haha. Yeah, it does. Thats cool.

I love Slash. I love Bon Jovi. ok that was random. nevermind. you know it. i love slash to death.

Really like Nelly Furtado Safe Right. Its pretty interesting. The song structure and instruments. Heard it on the AMAs. and to Cassandra, yes Clay Aiken was on the show with Tori Spelling. All he did was present an award.

Did some stupid match thing and put my birthday.
Slash - Physical: 99% Emotional: 43% Intellectual: 100% Total: 81%
Jon Bon Jovi - Physical: 85% Emotional: 33% Intellectual: 5% Total: 41%
Mick Jagger- Physical: 78% Emotional: 71% Intellectual: 33% Total: 60%
Steven Tyler - Physical: 85% Emotional: 33% Intellectual: 5% Total: 41%
Richie Sambora - Physical: 78% Emotional: 97% Intellectual: 72% Total: 82%
Kurt Cobain - Physical: 92% Emotional: 71% Intellectual: 5% Total: 56%
Criss Angel - Physical: 85% Emotional: 94% Intellectual: 72% Total: 84%
Scott Weiland - Physical: 99% Emotional: 90% Intellectual: 98% Total: 96%
Duff McKagan - Physical: 85% Emotional: 22% Intellectual: 89% Total: 66%
Jesse McCartney - Physical: 85% Emotional: 90% Intellectual: 50% Total: 75%
i think most alike Slash and i am a very Scott Weiland person. ah. Means ill be drinking Jack Daniels, smoking pot, shooting coke, play crazy guitar leads and develope lungs of steel. Lovely.

Finally watched some of the 100,000,000 Bon Jovi Fans Cant Be Wrong DVD. It was cute. The sound is little sucky though. I accidentally clicked 2 areas and accessed 2 different hidden areas of the DVD. One was where David Bryan went missing and Richie ordered 2 girls to find him and they were not allowed to talk to Jon. Haha. The hidden stuff is at the Bonus page of the band messages. Below Jons picture theres another pic and if you move your cursor there, his signature shows in light blue and you click. The 2nd one, the David Bryan Goes Missing one, is also at the same page. You have to click between the space of the 2 David pics (middle and below) each other. Pretty cool. Gotta see if there are anymore tricks to this.

2006-11-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Ooh la la. Found a list of 101 ways to Annoy People. But I shall be normal for now, in accordance with the prophecy. Damn im doing it again. Jing Ying and I shall be conversing in morse code and form a duo and sing in morse. The 1st song is called Beep Bip Bip Beeeeep. Thats what YOU Think.

Id like to fulfill mums all time dream of writing a book with both words and cartoons. With the use of animals as characters. It will shoot at certain people as id hope theyd wake up.

Grr I wanted to watch the Pick Of Destiny tomorrow but its M18. So I will watch Casino Royale and buy Rockstar: Supernova. Mum actually wanted to buy Rockstar for me yesterday but she forgot that it was released and thought it would be released today. Too bad.

Read every post on Cassandras blog. Shes such an inspiration to me, and you guys should click here if you wanna check that out. I dont know where id be without Cass and Ying Shuen. Soldiers for Life.

Gotta start sending Christmas cards. I love Christmas. I like giving and getting things. I want a Aerosmith DVD, Bon Jovi Have A Nice Day tab book, Aerosmith Honking On Bobo, AC/DC Back In Black or For Those About To Rock, We Salute You, Bon Jovi Slippery When Wet, Rolling Stones Some Girls, Jay-Z Kingdom Come, Red Hot Chilli Peppers Stadium Acardium, the new Harlan Coben book Promise Me.. .. too many things. And I know I probably wont get it.

Music:
Think I look like a big Rolling Stones fan. I have 2 big books from and about them, my computer has just about every track (except Wild Horses and their solo stuff) I have A Bigger Bang and a pic of the tongue and lip logo on my phone. Ron Wood has a nice hairstyle. Yes, I love them so.

Here is a list of music I don’t like: Hillary Duff, Panic! At The Disco, Lordi, Ja Rule, Jadakiss, and Chinese stuff except 伍佰 & China Blue. He can work a Gibson Les Paul. Gotta be pretty good.

Heard Michael Bolton sing Frank Sinatra. Its ok. Sinatra rules. Toured all his life.

HOVA! Roc is back! Jiggaman! So happy Jay-Z is back to work. Hes one of my greatest inspiration to writing great lyrix. Hip-hop and rock are a match. Retirement sucks so Jay is back. Good. Hes the best rapper ever. Show Me What You Got. Then Eminem is back too. Saw a bit of his new vid with 50 Cent and Lloyd Banks. Cool. I love 50s swagger. Way cool. I still love hip-hop.

American Music Awards (AMAs):
Woke up at 8.40am to watch the AMAs at 9. Ended at 12. So happy the Red Hot Chilli Peppers won 2 awards. They were so funny and cute about the win. Like the 1st one (cos they were in London stand by to see if they won), they grinned stationary at the screen and stayed there for so long. Haha laughed like crazy just seeing them. Funny Kanye West didn’t win anything tonight. Beyonce started the show and she made my hair stand. Jay-Z was so great that now I have to watch the repeat tonight again to catch him. Linkin Park presented the award to the Chilli Peppers. Actually it was just Chester and Joe. Its always the 2 of them. Chester looks good. Akon and Snoop Dogg ended it and threw money on stage. S-N-double-O-P to the D-O-double-G!!!

I watch shows like AMAs, World Music Awards, Country Music Awards, Fashion Rocks!, the whatever show they do for the Princes Trust, and MTV awards would depend on who is there.

2006-11-21T09:41:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Playing Blackjack a lot with my ahma. Ah she won a lot. Doesnt matter, its just for fun. To past time.

Godma gave me a used guitar shaped lighter. For fun and collection. Then she say theres a sexy pic on it. Cant beat the one Joe Perrys guitar though. Think that’s his wife actually. Anyway, doesn’t matter, thats what rock is about.

Music:
Rockstar: Supernova is out today. Saw Tommy Lee and Lukas on CD:USA on Ch:V. So Jason was doing some bass and the amp fell, then natural reaction would be try to catch it, stop it from falling, then he injured his shoulder. Damn. So he cant tour. Then they talked about Tommy and Lukas kiss. And cos Tommy is from Motley Crue, Gilby is from Guns N Roses (Then Axl kicked him out cos Gilby didn’t like him and then Axl got sued and stuff like that is still happening) and Jason is from Metallica, Lukas still is scaredless. Haha. Hes a lucky kid.

Into some David Bowie stuff today. Its fun. Rebel Rebel is so nice. Bowie rocks. And he and Mick Jagger were soooo close. Too close. So close that.. never mind. Ask me if u really want to know.

Hello Zhi Qing are u reading? Haha.

2006-11-21T02:12:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Rained last night. Rain reminds me of the Rain Fall Down by The Rolling Stones. Also November Rain. Since its November.

Joel says that I must take more tonics. Monkey brain, elephant tusk, rhinoceros horns.. Verena adds, Antler Penis. Yes it’s a tonic. I shall not eat exotic animals. Wound has been bleeding a little. Im not taking so much painkillers. Need to get off them. I want to play tennis. Grr.

At home today. I changed the skin a little. Put on Velvet Revolver cos I dont think its right to ignore them and forget that Slash was in GnR and is in VR. I like that girl with the gun. Contraband, baby. I love this blog. I love Slash.

Received a pack of plastic poker cards. A box with 2 sets. 100% plastic. Cool. Play with my ahma.

Music:
We know I aint Christian. But casting Crowns have a nice song called Who Am I. I like it. Christian muic is nice. Switchfoot are a good example.

I feel like im a bigger Jet fan than ying shuen. Cameron Muncey rocks. Think theyve got a lot of appeal and bring back rock n roll. Jet is my favourite Australian band. Don’t know many aussie bands cept some older ones like INXS and Midnight Oil that I have impressions of. Aussies are so supportive of their local music and it seriously is good. Thought Jet were pretty lazy at first cos they didn’t make a record from 2000 to this year or something like that. Rolling Stones took 8 years. Linkin Park are taking a long time there too.

Getting into some blues, Eric Clapton stuff. Off his From The Cradle album. Heh. I dont know enough about blues. Not as much as id like to. But I love Aerosmihs bluesy takes. Same Old Song And Dance and Big Ten Inch (Record). On Big Ten Inch, Steven is saying Cept for my Big Ten Inch. No one believes him. They think its Suck on my big ten inch. Ten inch is a record. Blues guitar is amazing.

2006-11-20T02:28:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Drinking fruit punch, eating porridge and ice cream so much... mum tries out different kinds of fruit combination. Fun. Love mum.

Going to donate 2 goats to WorldVision. $92. Its to Myanmar. So many people gave me red packets cos of this op so I shall return good stuff to others. And the rest of the cash shall be spent on Rockstar: Supernova [Our on 21Nov!!!] and banked in to save for my ESP.

Mum and Godma think Justin Timberlake is good-looking and quite sexy. I used to like him. Cute songs.

I want to watch the new James Bond movie. I like Pierce Brosnan better than Daniel Craig. Daniel Craig doesnt have that look. Mum like Sean Connery a lot. But whatever. The guy does his own stunts, which is good. Casino Royale is actually the 1st Bond book to be written. Shouldn’t this have been the 1st movie?

Music:
The Killers are so good. Have their When We Were Young stuck in my head. The part which says He looks nothing like Jesus/ But he, talks like a gentleman/like you imagined him/ when we were young.. its cool. I don’t know the lyrics. This is what I figured.

All the corny nanananana staff in Bon Jovi songs [Next 100 Years, Save The World..] is actually kinda cute. Bon Jovi write good lyrics. Make perfect sense too. Even if it’s a love song its not like the usual. Id be a rich man, its true, if I could make a living out of loving you. Haha, like that one. And I Got The Girl is nice and Always is the best ballad.

My Chemical Romance have the nicest videos. Its like I will never get sick of watching them. Video band. Aerosmith are a live band. Known for their great shows. Mum is not taking me to watch Eric Clapton. No, I didnt get punished or grounded, Just want to save. Actually I want to save it for some other concert. Hopefully something that id kill for.

CDs that I havent touched (literally) for about a year:
+ Linkin Park [Reanimation, Live In Texas]
+ LL Cool J [Phenomenon]
+ Simple Plan [Both]
+ Hoobastank [The Reason]
+ Good Charlotte [Chronicles Of Life And Death]

Whats circulating are all the older stuff. If you came over to my place, youd know that I have a massive collection of CDs. Yes, I buy. Not pirate.

Random:
What a long post. Hell, ive got a lot to say. Does anyone read this? I realized I blog in paragraphs and in almost perfect English. Most kids dont.

Note to Self:
Watch AMAs on Wed, 9am

2006-11-20T02:17:00.000+08:00

Jaded - Aerosmith. one of my favourite songs.

2006-11-19T02:04:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Happy Birthday Verena! Happy Birthday Kirk Hammett!

Id like to do a character analysis on my father. You guys just dont know enough. Its going to sound like Macbeth, but this is the truth. Since im born by caesarian, I can kill Macbeth [dad], like Macduff. Ah. Id like to. But I shall not let this man affect me. Im all over that.

Uncaring - did not call or at least sms my mum to ask if I am fine during the operation. He had jesslyn to sms my mum and say that my dad is down with the flu. Dad smsed me instead, but come on man, whats the point? Im drugged up by then. He also did not stay to encourage my mum when she was giving birth to me by caesarian. Its painful. He didnt care. My mum was alone.

Henpecked (?) - hes been using Jesslyn as an excuse to everything. Like not buying me stuff or not being able to go out, or not contacting my mum.

Stingy - its more like hes trying to annoy. $8000 a mth and you only draw $50 from the ATM every week. You must be joking. And getting him to buy a CD takes hell and I wont bother anymore. Not like I cant afford it. Don’t get me started on him not owning a car too. And he buys from 2nd hand shops and gives them away as gifts.

Irresponsible - I ran away once from a hotel restaurant cos he brought Jesslyn along. So I ran home from there. He didnt even bother to go after me or anything. Im glad I left. I think ive ran away many times and he doesn’t care much anyway.

Egomaniac - he keeps telling himself how wonderful he is. He cant appreciate anyone but himself. Thats ok, since there no one who can find anything good to say. He may eel better boosting his own ego.

May come up with more.. theres just too many things. I could write a book on this.

Music:
Finally picked up the guitar last night. Just the classical one though. I love Slash. Slash is the coolest. Slash rocks. He totally beautifies my blog. Velvet Revolver and Guns N Roses mean the world to me.

I didnt draw that. slash did

2006-11-18T02:58:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Feel much better today. getting better everyday. yay i like this Slash blogskin. Im getting bored around the house. Dont think i can go for Cultural Potpourri. I will try to go for the guitar concert. I think that one will be fine cos its a small group.

Nothing to watch on TV.

realised that people like to give undefined answers and dont like to receive them. Human nature. It always seems easier. We always try to find the easier way out.

Music:
Slash is the coolest. I listened to Guns N Roses all day yeterday. Lazy to change the record. been wanting to hear November Rain since i was in the hospital anyway.
I shall buy Rockstar: Supernova when it comes out. 21 Nov.
Godma thinks Gerard Way is good-looking.

2006-11-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Im home. The worst part of an operation is the going in. The anesthetic part. That sucks. Cos its cold, they cant find your veins so they poke in a couple more times. Then its over so quickly you dont know it and you just sleep cos if you wake up youre probably going to vomit. I didnt puke anyway. Then youre on a dripper with stuff like painkillers, Anti-biotic, steroids.. yeah, that too. According to Jon Bon Jovi, steroids sucks. They make you feel like vomiting. They pulled out my wisdom tooth and 2nd molar, in case either one caused the tumor. Very hollow there on my left side. Cant do much. Hope I can still go for guitar concert. My motivation for this op was therefore Steven Tyler (whos got Hep C) and Keith Richards (who got a concussion falling of a small coconut tree). Cant talk much. Do not punch me on the left side. Infact, dont even punch me. That includes slapping. And i have to eat alot of ice-cream. which is the good part.

Music:
Mum said she might take me to go watch Eric Clapton. Think she means it. Not just for encouragement. Yay. That guy is a god.

All of a sudden I have Captain Crash And The Beauty Queen From Mars by Bon Jovi stuck in my head. The part which says:
Theyre drunk on love as you can get
Getting high on lust and cigarettes..

2006-11-14T01:30:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Going into the hospital today. Cant wait for it to be done.

Annoyed Xie Jing to hell with saying that Jesse McCartney is my boyfriend. She said hes her husband. Then I said hes having an affair with me and he loves me more than her. Not that I like Jesse, but it was done to annoy.

Yesterday was so nice. Went to Hard Rock Café with mum and godma. Touched Elvis Presleys Gibson acoustic. Nice. Then mum bought me According to The Rolling Stones as a Christmas present cos she knows I love then and they were on bargain price. $28. Keith Richards handwriting sucks. Ronnie has the nicest one. It looks a bit like mine

Bush is losing a lot.

Music:
Been listening to Bon Jovi. Feelgood shit. Wrote something out. Thought its pretty alright. Also just some stupid catchy shit. Nothing like ive ever written.

2006-11-11T03:49:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Yesterday was a great day. One of the best days ever. Confusions but still great. Getting lazy to blog. Probably stop soon.. operation in 3 days time. To Kill A Mockingbird is so nice.

Music:
Now I want to play King Nothing by Metallica. Metallica are so fun to play along with. Cool riffs. Like Black Sabbath. I love tuning it down half-step. So fun.

Other:
Found this one Jing Yings blog. Bored so I did it.

1::Name::
Rach

2::Single or Taken::
single.

3::Sex::
F *FU!

4::Siblings::
none

5::eye color::
dark brown

6::Shoe size::
8

7::Height::
157cm

9::Righty or lefty::
right

10::Can you make a dollar in change right now:
yeah

11::Who is your closest friend::
my guitars and Cass and YS

12::Do you have a BF or GF::
going to in 2 years time. My dear ESP…

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Favorite

13::Kind of pants::
grey or black pants from U2

14::Number::
9

15::Animal::
wolves

16::Drink::
my own cocktail (vodka + sprite + apple juice)

17::Sport::
tennis, but I like soccer.

18::Month::
July

19::Juice::
uh.. Starfruit + Apple

20::Breakfast::
anything that anyone serves as long as its not bread.

21::cartoon character::
Battousai/Kenshee
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Have You Ever..

22::Given anyone a bath?::
no

23::Smoked?::
no. it causes air pollution and global warming

24::Bungee Jumped?::
no.

25::Made yourself throw-up?::
what for?

26::Put your tongue on a frozen pole::
poles dont freeze in Singapore.

27::Loved someone so much it made you cry?::
in what kind of way? No I didnt cry when there was no criss angel on tv. No I didnt cry when I heard Steve Tyler got Hep C. No I didnt cry when I missed Bon Jovi on TV.

28::Broken a bone::
no.

28::Played truth or dare::
yeah. But its a dumb game

29::Been in a police car::
like to. For reasons that wont get me into jail.

30::Been on a plane::
yes.

31::Came close to dying::
no. wonder how its like

32::Been in a sauna::
yes.

33::Been in a hot tub::
yes.

34::Swam in the ocean::
no

35::Fallen asleep in school::
not that I remember of…

36::Ran away?::
yeah. When I was like, 5..

37::Broken someones heart::
how the hell would I know. Maybe…

38::Cried when someone died::
only for my grandfather

39::Cried in school::
never.

40::Fell off your chair::
yeah. Loads of times

41::Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?::
what for.

42::Saved AIM convos::
uhhh…

43::Made out with just a friend?::
haha! Laame.. no.

44::Used someone::
probably.
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What is...

45::Your good luck charm?::
my 1st guitar pick. Snarling Dogs.

46::Best song you ever heard::
too many.. (Don’t Fear) The Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult is definitely one. Then Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen…

47::What's your room like::
come over and see for yourself. Main features are Velvet Revolver posters and pics on the wall and 2 guitars.

48::What is beside you?::
air. Empty space. Kong.

49::Last thing you ate::
Ice- cream

50::What kind of shampoo do you use?::
cant remember.

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Ever Had...

51::Chicken pox::
yeah

52::Sore Throat::
who doesn’t

53::Stitches::
no

54::Broken nose::
no.

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Do You...

55::Believe in love at first sight::
yes.

56::Like picnics::
I guess.

57::Like school::
yes and no. it all depends.

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Who?:

59::Was the last person you called::
ying shuen or Cassandra. Cant actually remember

60::Was the last person you slow danced with?::
Dancing With Mr. D. hello Satan.

61::Makes you smile::
a lot of people

62::Did you last yell at::
cant remember . dad maybe?

63::Broke your heart::
Criss Angel. Nah.. haha

64::Told you they loved you?::
some dude when I was pri 2. then he left the school and never saw him again.

65::Who's your loudest friend?::
ying shuen. Haha.

66::Do you like filling these out:
filling teeth?

67::Do you wear contact lenses or glasses::
glasses.

68::Do you get along with your family::
mum yes. Dad no. ahma yes.

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Final Questions: (yeah right!!!)

69::What are you listening to right now?::
Summer of 69’ – Bryan Adams. 69 is some kind of sex pose. But it’s a good song anyway.

70::What did you do yesterday?::
breathe, sit, stand, shit, sleep, eat, pee

71::Gotten any awards::
yes. And if they’re cups, they can be used for putting stuff.

72::What car do you wish to have::
Lexus.

73::Where do you want to get married?::
I want it over in 5 mins, like Jon Bon Jovi’s. wherever is fine. Maybe at a casino or a rock concert or something.

74::Good driver?::
motorbike in arcades.

75::Good singer?::
I suck being recorded. Without the machine, think I’m ok.

76::Have a lava lamp?::
no

77::How many remote controls are in your house?::
2 for TVs. 3 for Air Cons. 3 for Players. 2 + 3 +3 = 8

78::What do you dream about?::
rockstars

79::When you last showered::
why the hell should I notice

80::Scary or Funny Movies::
funny.

81::Chocolate or Vanilla::
chocolate

82::Rootbeer or Dr.Pepper::
don’t know

83::Skiing or Boarding::
neither

84::Summer or winter?::
winter

85::Silver or Gold?::
silver.

86::Sprite or 7up::
no diff

87::Coffee or tea::
coffee.

88::Phone or in person::
person

89::Are you oldest, middle, youngest::
oldest and youngest

90::Indoor or outdoor::
either is fine.

91::Diamond or pearl::
diamond.

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Today did you:

92::Talk to someone you liked::
yes.

93::Bought something::
yes

94::Got sick::
no.

95::Sang::
yes.

96::Talked to an ex::
these questions should be referred to each other. No.

97::Miss someone::
yes.

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Last person who:

98::Saw you cry::
don’t think anyone did. Cant remember when I did

99::Made you cry::
no one

100::You went to the movies with::
dad and 2 others

101::You went to the mall with::
Ying Shuen and Cass

102::Ever been in a fight with your pet::
my pet died after the fight.

103::Been to California::
like to

104::Been to Mexico::
no

105::Been to Canada::
no

106::Been to Europe::
like to
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Random.....

107::Do you have a crush on someone::
pick one: Kurt Cobain (but he died), Criss Angel (but hes attached), Jon Bon Jovi (But hes too old), Tommy Lee (But hes got Hep C)

108::Best feeling in the world::
insprired

109::Worst feeling in the world::
jaded

110::Future KIDS names:
Jagger, Kurt, X, Jason, Mick, Duff, Scott… I don’t actually want kids.

111::Do you sleep with a stuffed animal::
5

112::What's under your bed::
mum’s mattress

113::Favorite sports to watch::
soccer.

114::Favorite Location::
theres a few…

115::Piercing/Tattoos::
not yet.

116::What are you scared of::
computer viruses.

117::Who do you really hate?::
dad.

118::Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?
yeah I just said. Criss Angel, Kurt Cobain.. but wait. There’s more

119::Have you ever cried::
yes. Who hasnt

120::Are you lonely right now::
no

121::Song that's stuck in your head right now?::
No Tomorrow by Orson

122::Have you ever played strip poker::
no.

123::Have you ever been on radio/TV::
no

124::Have you ever been in a mosh-pit:
like to

125::Ever liked someone but thought they never noticed you?::
I said it twice and I say it again, criss angel..

126::Last person you talked to on the phone?::
wasn’t this already asked

127::Your Favorite Food?::
don’t like to eat. Lazy.

128::Are you to shy to ask someone out?::
not really.

129::Hugs or Kisses?::
depending on who.

130::Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?::
Sweet

131::Dogs or Cats?::
dogs…. Wolves!

132::Have you ever fired a gun?::
yeah. A rifle. Shot cans.

133::How many pillows do you sleep with?::
1

134::Do you hate immature people?::
no. they fun

135::Who are you?::
refer to qn 1. in addition, I am a rockstar. I am the king of the world. I am me.

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2006-11-08T04:23:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Not doing no shit now. Feel like writing a story. Character name to use, Ron Axl.

Music:
Love Orson

2006-11-07T02:20:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Bought textbooks the other day. Reading To Kill A Mockingbird. It takes so long to get to the point.

Just came back from Sentosa yesterday. Nice suite. Bought a book called 1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die. Godmas Christmas present for me.

Watched An Inconvenient Truth with dad (and the Others) at Plaza Sing. 7pm. What a nice show. I 1st watched it cos Steven Tyler said that he and Joe Perry agree that all Aerosmith fans must watch it. Only one actor, Al Gore. That was it. Like, I think Ill die of Global Warming. A lot of people watching the show. Funny how it’s only shown in very few places. (People dont want to know the Truth?) Great show anyway. Nothing like ive ever watched. Shall try to reduce global warming now. I should get into politics. Ah yes, Bono.

Hope I die before I get old
- My Generation by The Who

Music:
THANK YOU HONG XUAN FOR GETTING ME MY ORSON and Ludacris!!! Yay! Now I can go crazy.

Still dont think Kurt killed himself. Im so fascinated by this case I went to borrow a book about it. Love And Death. Dont know why I care so much about something that happened so long ago. I love Kurt Cobain.

2006-11-03T05:07:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Found a show to watch. On the Australian channel. A little soapy. But whatever. Its called Stingers. Confusing show too. about undercover cops. and i dont understand if Luke and that girl are a couple or father and daughter.

Time passes so fast. its crazy.

Music:
Things that kill musicians:
1) Planes
2) Drugs
3) Courtney Love
ah yes. poor Kurt Cobain.

shit. tommy lee is kissing Lukas?!

2006-11-02T03:02:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Met Joel on the bus. His new shaved hair. Feel kinda sorry for him. Maybe its just cos im not used to seeing him like that. But its probably easier to manage. Maths remedial today. Congruency and similarity.

Nothing much to watch on TV.. Dammit.

Music:
Tuned my guitar ½ step down. Makes it more accurate playing Metallica. At least it sounds great playing Wasting My Hate. I feel like keeping my guitar tuned that way. Id also like to dedicate that song to my father.

I LOVE ORSON!!! Kevin Roentgen reminds me of Joe Perry and is so cute. He plays well too. Then Jason Pebworth reminds me of Chester Bennington. I must buy their album, Bright Idea. Rarely do I get crazy over a new young band. But theyre just so goddamned good.

Ying Shuen gave me Hotel California. What a nice song. I dont care what the background of it is. A good song is a good song.

Haha. Mick Jagger and Clinton stripped. Haha. Must have been a fan. Mick is so funny. I like Ronnie Wood. Hes cool.

2006-10-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Holidays started. I am jaded. Going to have a lot of Chinese orchestra practices. Been spending a lot of money for birthday presents. Verena, Ying Shuen, Cassandra.. ..

Music:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTT WEILAND!

Been listening to The Long Goodbye by Ronan Keating.
And I really don’t like Panic! At The Disco.

Put in lyrics to Blood On Blood by Bon Jovi on the sidebar. My favourite friendship song. Means alot.

2006-10-27T10:50:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Its the last day of school. Sad. Got my subject combination. But will not be in the same class as anyone in 206. and will never see zizhao again cos hes going to NJC. [Hell, Im gonna miss you, brother.] And will miss Hong Xuan and all the guys jokes. I just hope I will not get into a class of all girls. Cant stand that. Will be too boring. No fun at all and probably not many who will click with me. Time will tell.

Every new beginning is some beginnings end.
- Bon Jovi

Music:
Damn. Jason Newsted injured his shoulder. All the best to my favourite bassist ever. The world cant do without him.

Kurt Cobain is the richest dead celebrity. Yay. Elvis comes 2nd.

1 more day to my 2nd favourite vocalist, Scott Weiland, birthday.

2006-10-26T07:33:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Got our report book. Class position: 17/41. Level Position: 148/301. Ah. Not bad. My only 1 C5 was Science. My only A1 was Maths. Only A2 was Literature.

Wonder why Kelly and Chu Hui havent figured out the trick which is about making you think the pen ink I smudged on your hand went thru to yours. Thought it was obvious. Nevermind. The lesser the better. Think I might try the toothpick trick tomorrow.

Went hiking today at Bukit Timah Hill. Nice air. Tough. But kinda fun.

Please check out my cousin, Ben, website. Click here.

Music:
Learnt to play Livin On A Prayer. Not great but, there you go. Still struggling with Beast Of Burden. Like, I wonder how Aerosmith were able to play Stones songs. Its confusing, the way Keith, Ron and Mick play together at the same time.

Cant find any tabs for Joe Perry solo songs. I like his Crystal Ship, Ten Years and Talk Talkin. Hes good. The instrumentals are even better.

Starting to like the new band, Orson. They pretty cool. Supposedly the link between the Stones and Scissor Sisters. The singer looks a little like Chester Bennington to me. Nice.

Found Hotel California, Baby One More Time, Imagine.. and more, played backwards.
Like the 1st line for the backwards Hotel California says: Satan he hears this. He had me believe.
And the 1st line to backwards Baby One More Time by Britney Spears goes: Sleep with me, Im not too young.
For more, check http://jeffmilner.com/backmasking.htm

2006-10-22T10:34:00.000+08:00

Reality:
watched the Prestige. Damn nice. Hear there was David Bowie in it. but i didnt see him.
dad is an ass.
Good day today. except for dad being an ass

Music:
Bought Joe Perrys solo album. Found aerosmiths address.

2006-10-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Dreamed about getting 3 tattoos, toy monkeys becoming real going around killing people and seeing Slash, Bon Jovi minus David and U2 minus Bono. Weird.

Holiday today. No shit to do.

Music:
Hong Xuan burned me Wu Bai. All in Hokkien. But its nice.

2006-10-18T06:55:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Hong Xuan said I haven’t blogged for a long time. Really? Doesn’t feel long to me. And he has so many Criss Angel videos on his phone. My phone wouldn’t have enough space for all. Dammit. I like the one with the milk and the cat in a dog suit.

Anyway, I have chosen literature as a subject and that will never change. Don’t care if there aren’t anybody I know there. I don’t mind being alone. Not like it never happens before.

Went to the Dragon Kiln today. That’s all I have to say. School is boring.

Met Thivaashini on the way home. Walked her home. Which means walked 3 towers from my block. And I cant believe it. She love Bon Jovi and Criss Angel. Yay. I think now my question to people if I just met them or haven’t met them in a while is Do you like Criss Angel/Bon Jovi/Aerosmith?

Music:
Ronan Keating is so nice. Thanks to Xue Fen for lending his 10 Years of Hits to me. And theres a little pic of Ronan and Jon Bon Jovi. Its so nice. I like the song he sang with Bryan Adams. Cos.. I like Bryan Adams. ..

2006-10-14T06:59:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Got back some results. I did crap. Failed English Paper 2.that was like 22/50. Hope my video journalism will pull me up. Its all the markers fault. Cant she accept a more detail answer for the vocabulary? It says to write no more than 7 words for each word and I wrote in that limit. Once again, our creativity is so limited. 60.75/100 for Chinese. Highest Ive ever scored. 71/100 for literature. Couldve done better. Then Physics was 15/30. What does it matter. I dont really care for Science. Seriously. And I realized that no matter how much I complain about Chemistry, its actually pulled up my overall science. Not sure for now.

Hong Xuan sent me 2 Criss Angel videos and the Zidane vs. Materazzi video to my phone. So nice. But my phone lags a little. That’s the bummer part. And there isn’t much space.

Criss Angel was so nice yesterday. Animal Magic. Mum and I think that he made the elephant disappear because it could have been an inflated elephant and all that was need was to pull off the air. Could be, could be.. I like the part where he showed tricks to 2 chimps. That was cute.

Yesterday Cassandra reminded me that she posted me questions and I forgot to reply.

Excerpts:
Q4) If you had to predict the next big choice that life will present you what would it be?
Ans: Australian or Singapore citizenship. I really dont know.

Q6) If you could be the Devil for a day, what would you do?
Ans: Id have to dance with Mick Jagger cos the rolling Stones have a song called Dancing With Mr. D and Mr. D is me. Then I will have to go to some heavy metal concerts and party with them. And sing Sympathy For The Devil with Jagger and The Stones. Oh, gotta hang out with Lucifer too. Think hes cool.

Q10) If after you die, your spirit could protect anyone in the world who would you pick?
Ans: If! Again! If! If! If! No one needs my protection, everyone should learn to deal with their own shit, thats how you learn.

2006-10-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Holiday again. Nothing to do. This is 10am in the morning and im blogging and I wonder how I can write about anything.

We are supposed to get some relay system message today. And we got a letter which tells us about the relay system and the message. Whats the point then. I dont know. I shall go do the e-learning shit now. Like, Well, whatever nevermind.

Watched the last episode of Tommy Lee Goes to College. The song is so nice. Good Times. Anyway its pretty funny. Especially funny to see someone like Tommy studying till midnight. The English teacher asked him questions like, Why did the author write the book. Tommy was like, How would I know? Thats like asking me why I wrote Girls, Girls, Girls. He got a C+ for English, B for some subject to do with plants and F for Chemistry. Haha. His chemistry was 10/100. Kinda like my kind of grade.

Music:
Been listening to Miss Murder by AFI. Thanks to my best friend, Cassandra for sending that song to me.

Memorized Can’t Help Falling In Love on guitar like Mr. Lim told me to. What a nice song. Haha. Then I also learned the James Hetfield part of Nothing Else Matters. The clean part. Its so nice. Havent had much to do.

2006-10-12T02:53:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Cant wait for Friday. I want Hong Xuan to send me the Criss Angel video to my phone. Then I will watch it over and over and over and over again. I am crazy. I love Criss Angel. I love a lot of people. Theres only love in this world and you know my fingers are crossed.

Holiday today. Nothing much to do at home. Everyones gone out. I dont really like going out. I like to stay at home and do nothing. Or play Musicrivals or something.

Music:
Saw My Chemical Romance new video the other day. Welcome to the Black Parade. Nice video. Gerard Way dyed his hair white and cut it short. He looks good either way.

Dad gave me 5 songs off Papa Roach new record, The Paramour Sessions. Its nice. What Do You Do and ...To Be Loved are so nice. Jacoby Shaddix rules.

2006-10-10T19:04:00.000+08:00

Reality:
School is almost over. Bittersweet thing. Got my results for Maths. 75/100. Sucks. Lost 2 bucks to Hong Xuan and Xie Jing for betting on it. Dammit.

Got my Motorola L6 yesterday. Mum let me have it. She used back her old one. Nice.

Saw a dead body covered in a tent opposite school. Suicide. Police there. Looked like it was just 1 policeman. The body was said to be cut into half by something (of course by something!). People havent been into cherishing life it seems. Though then again, I dont want to live too long either. See too much miseries when you live too long. Like Tolkien Elves. No point in living forever.

Music:
Dad bought me Reload. By Metallica. 2nd hand. As usual. From a stingy rich man. Damn him. As if $20 a month could put him on the streets. Reload was ok. I like Low Man Lyric. Load seems nicer than Reload though.

Rockstar:
Now I love Magni. Cant believe he was the 1st one I hated. How could i. He rules. Now Rockstar is over, a little late to like the guy. Downloaded a lot of stuff that was done on the show. The best one Magni did on the show (in my opinion) is The Dolphins Cry. Originally by Live. Magni has no hair, .. Like the singer of Live. Thats nice.

2006-10-07T07:22:00.000+08:00

Tried to escape C.O. Came home. And actually went back to school. What kind of stupid escape is that?

2006-10-07T02:51:00.000+08:00

Reality:
ITS OVER!

Music:
Learning to play Lithium by Nirvana. Fun. Great classic Nirvana track.

KURT COBAIN 1967 - 1994

2006-10-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Been a while since Ive blogged. On hiatus.

Damn maths today. Screwed. One question had Tommy and another had a Mr Lee. Reminded me of Tommy Lee and the episode of Tommy Lee Goes To College last night. Distracting. Yesterday was Physics and Chemistry. Couldnt do it. I cant do science. Like T. Lee. And the day before yesterday was Literature. And I fuckin missed out 2 questions, which altogether cost me 3 marks. This means I cant get full marks anymore. Damn.

Music:
In love with Kurt Cobain. He was amazing. I want to be him. I love him as much as Criss Angle loves Houdini. Though both Kurt and Houdini are dead. I still got ultimate respect for them (yeah, I do like Houdini too). Kurt had such a great voice, great guitar work, great looks. King of Grunge.

Been writing a song. It so nice.

2006-09-30T02:21:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Geography was so hard. Quite hard anyway. Couldnt do the map reading. Just hope that I get marks here and there. Didnt study much yesterday. Even watched Criss Angel.

Music:
Metallica Mama Said is such a sad song. Even mum thinks the lyrics were written beautifully. Seems like it really happened to James.

Check this part:

Mama, now I'm coming home
I'm not all you wished of me
A mother's love for her son
Unspoken, help me be
I took your love for granted
And all the things you said to me
I need your arms to welcome me
But a cold stone's all I see

2006-09-29T08:24:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Damn history today. Not confident of it but its alright. Geography test tomorrow and I dont seem to really care cos I feel like I know it. Need to listen to Metallica to study. Hong Xuan thinks its crazy. But I can concentrate better with Metallica or some kind of heavy metal track. I used to listen to System Of A Down while doing maths. Always works.

Music:
Steven Tyler has got Hepatitis C. Hes been fighting it for 3 years. Went for chemo (ahh! What about his hair?!). Then he said the disease is now in an non-existent blood vessel. Means hes cured? Dad thinks he got it off some girl or drug needle. Tommy Lee is said to have Hep C too. Motley Crue and Aerosmith were on a tour so.. .. nahh.. couldnt be.

2006-09-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Damn Im fucked up. Those history shit cant go in. like, fuck it. And hearing that everyone didnt do well for English, fuck it some more. They dont understand it then they cant fucking go to hell. Nothing I can do. By not understanding such things they are limiting our creativity to fucking be a standard and everyones shit has to be the same. They just find excuses. And they can wonder why kids fucking hate school and why they think it makes life a bitch. They dont change the way they think, the world will never change. Its a standstill, fucker.

Music:
Love Metallica 2x4 and King Nothing.

2006-09-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Reality:
2 more days to E.O.Y. Damn im gonna die. Then again, everything I think would happen would always turn out the direct opposite way. So now that I think I will die, Im probably going to do well. Here goes then: Im going to die. Im going to fail. Im goin to forget everything when I see the paper.

Music:
Singapore Idol was just over. Hady guy won. I don’t like that show. Its becoming ridiculous. I also hate the whole idea of hosts keeping the suspense for so long and how the winner comes thru solely from votes. Its just wasted. And Jonathan is so out of tune. Anyone of the top 15 of Rockstar beats the top 2 by so many times.

I want Papa Roach new record. Seen it, but haven’t heard it yet. Doesn’t matter. Good band, good tracks. I also want U2 How To Dismantle An Atomic Bomb and Aerosmith Honking On Bobo. A lot of things I want.

I really, really like Load. Metallica. I like it a little more than the Black Album I think. James! Lars! Kirk! Jason (of that era)!
Excerpts of lyrics ---

Aint My Bitch
It aint my fall/It aint my call/It aint my bitch/It aint my bitch

2 x 4
Friction, fusion, retribution/I cant hear ya... talk ta me/I can't hear ya... so talk ta me/I cant hear ya are you talkin ta me/I cant hear ya are you talkin ta me/I cant hear ya time ta meet my lord/I cant hear ya talk ta 2 by 4

the House Jack Built
The higher you are/The farther you fall/The longer the walk/The farther you crawl/My body my temple/This temple it tilts /Step into the house that Jack built

Until It Sleeps
It grips you so hold me/It stains you so hold me/It hates you so hold me/It holds you so hold me/Until it sleeps

King Nothing
Just want one thing/Just to play the king/But the castles crumbled/And youre left with just a name /Wheres your crown King Nothing?

Hero Of The Day
But now the dreams and waking screams/That everlast the night/So build a wall/Behind it crawl/And hide until it's light/Cant you hear your babys crying now?

Bleeding Me
Caught under wheels roll/I take the leech/Im bleeding me/Cant stop to save my soul/I take the leash thats leading me/Im bleeding me/I can't take it/I cant take it/I cant take it/Oh, the bleeding of me

Mama Said

Let my heart go/Let your son grow/Mama, let my heart go/Or let this heart be still

2006-09-26T06:45:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Exams are coming. Realized that I like geography better. Or.. I dont know. I like making notes of geography better than history. Can draw more pictures and relate to more things. I just cant read maps. Haven’t studied much history yet. But im left with 14 out of 32 chapters of geography

Yay. Verena agrees with me that Criss Angel is good-looking.

Music:
I love U2. Elevation, Walk On and just about the whole All That You Cant Leave Behind album is nice. I like the Elevation video. The Edge is so funny there. Its a Tomb Raider soundtrack. Bono seems like such a nice person.

Dad gave me a 2nd hand Metallica Load record. It only sucks cos its second hand. I want a real copy. Its good though. Jason Newsted. It more rock than metal this time. Metallica is so nice.

2006-09-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

been trying to download Rockstar Supernova songs. They changed their name to Rockstar Supernova instead of just Supernova cause the original Supernova sued them and won the case. I dont think people really care about that original supernova.. dont watch tv as much when there aint no more rockstar

hope that todays english paper 1 went ok, depending on how you look at it. my story was fine but not sure if the marker agrees. i wrote 1066 words. love it. just hope that the teacher can understand it. its once again my usual controversial and sacarstic style. must have come fromr eading all the Harlan Coben books. Now im reading The Innocent.

Two and A Half Men is such a funny show. dad thinks Charlie Sheen is alousy actor. i dont care. now im waiting for Steven Tyler to guest star it. Steven Tyler rules and he is the best singer ever. and i watch Two and A Half Men just to wait for Steve Tyler to be on it. There was once i watched Still Standing just to wait for richie sambora to be on it. He was on it. for a while anyway.

2006-09-20T16:37:00.000+08:00

trying out new blog skins. screwed up chinese today. doesnt really matter. starting to like The Ramones alot. Especially No Go.

Headspin - Lukas Rossi

SUPERNOVA

2006-09-19T17:11:00.000+08:00

Reality:

My will to blog is back.
X-Ray discovered that ive got a tumor near my bottom-left wisdom tooth. Not cancerous. Just that if I don’t take it away it might grow and squash my nerve and I will have a numb lip. Im not dying yet. Surgery on Nov14.

Oral exam with B. Lim was ok. In the sense that I screwed up, but not too badly. Not what I expected. But nevermind. Its over.

Rockstar:

Im quite happy that now Lukas fronts Supernova.or whatever the name they have to change it to because the original supernova won the case. Lukas is my 2nd favourite so its great that he won. Toby is my favourite. Feel sorry for Magni. But I think hes a great guitarist. Always love it when he plays Fire. Jimi Hendrix

My music:

Wrote a song. I like it. First time I like a song I wrote. Its called Alright (How Many). Also the first time I got a decent title to my own song.

I can play Bounce by Bon Jovi. Fun. But not my favourite song really.

Im starting to love Kurt Cobain alot. R.I.P. to the Grunge God.

2006-09-08T10:49:00.000+08:00

i dont feel like blogging anymore. i dont have the will to carry this blog on

2006-09-06T06:52:00.000+08:00

Reality (Yesterday):
Holidays have started. Went to school yesterday. Picked up the photocopies of them guitar score sheets Mr Lim compiled.

Reality (Today):
SHIT! My fish died. Marty Angel. damn its my fault for not changing the tank water last night.

Ive been feeling jaded again. I keep feeling that way. It comes and goes and I have to listen to Jaded by Aerosmith though it probably doesnt mean as much to my case. Whatever.

Finished reading Deal Breaker by Harlan Coben. Good book.

Music:
The next record im going to buy is going to be either by the Stone Temple Pilots or Live. STP gets first priority. And that has to include Scott Weiland or else theres no point. The Live record has to include the tracks I Alone and The Dolphins Cry. Or else theres no point in it once again. And if all else fails, I want to try AC/DC Back In Black record. It has to have Bon Scott or else Im not going to be learning anything.

Still waiting for a new Velvet Revolver record. And Linkin Park. Papa Roach have a record coming out soon. I will buy it. Maybe even before my STP or Live CD.

2006-09-02T02:42:00.000+08:00

Reality:
Yesterdays teachers day performance pretty much sucked. I hated the rap. Choke. I hate such cornball shit. It was all just kids mocking the teachers and the teachers mocking the students.

So nice to go out with Amirah, Liling, Debbie, Jing Jing, Liwen, Jun Qi and Wai Foon. Watched the Devil Wears Prada.

Rockstar:
Ryan is out. Not a big fan of his. I think he just tries too hard. I loved Toby doing Rebel Yell. Now I like Toby again. Lukas sang with Supernova. Track is called Its On. But I still like Be Yourself better. Doesnt matter. Supernova rock.

Lukas and Supernova

Toby and Supernova

2006-08-30T07:08:00.000+08:00

Reality:
All the common test results are back. I calculated, my average percentage is 68. Not bad for me. So happy that I got 23/25 for literature. Its the only subject I really care about and kill do well for.

Reading 2 nice books by Harlen Coben.

Music:
Been listening to Guns N Roses Aint It Fun. Good song.
i love the part of

Well, so good to me, they spit right in my face, and I didn't even feel it, it was such a disgrace. I punched my fist right through the glass, and I didn't even feel it, it happened so fast,

2006-08-26T06:34:00.000+08:00

Reality:
All the results except for literature and history are back. Damn I suck. Only got 17/30 for English. That is so wrong. I keep thinking its just one test but.. I dont know man.. now I want my literature back. Not really sure about if I have done well or anything. Im happy that I got 43/45 for maths. Thats quite a breakthrough for me.

So happy that Xie Jing thinks Criss Angel is good looking. Hell yeah he is. Im not sure if I believe everything he does, but I believe the mind reading, reading peoples actions to know what theyre thinking.

Im more sad than happy today.

Rockstar Supernova:
Patrice is out. Toby got to sing with Supernova. The song is Be Yourself. Its nice. I like him a lot. I think he should win. Dilana is getting somewhat bitchy. But maybe it was just this week. Magni is improving so much. Hes got into the bottom 3 twice now. Thats sad. Cos maybe hes just not so good looking. But hes good. I like Fire, the Jimi Hendrix song he did on elimination night. I don’t really like Ryan. He reminds me of J.D. Fortune. I still like Mig Ayesa better. Some part of me feels that Supernova are like Velvet Revolver.

My music:
Im back into loving some Bon Jovi ballads that my father would call boring. Like These Days, Dry County and My Guitar Lies Bleeding In My Arms.

Today Verena got me back into Rise And Fall by Sting and Craig David. I like Sting. Hes Buddhist. Its a good song and I feel it now. Im feeling a lot of ballads now. Cant be in the mood to listen to something like Girls, Girls, Girls.

2006-08-23T06:47:00.000+08:00

Screwed up both science papers today. Hell yeah im fucked. Didnt study yesterday. Playing guitar. Gotta do well for maths tomorrow. I can do maths. I just dont do homework. I like doing matrices. Got 17 and a half upon 25 for geography. Thats ok. Ms sathi said the compo I wrote about quality and quantity, I didnt write in the way the setter wanted it. Its not good news. I think it should be cos im writing in a way the marker didn’t expect. Its my point of view. Last paper tomorrow. Finally.

Today a lot of people in class playing FLAMES thing. I keep getting sex and friends. Got sex for lukas rossi, axl rose, vince neil, anthony kiedis, slash, steven tyler, james hetfield, aaron carter (watch that Big Cock!).. friends with joe perry, gilby clark, tommy lee, kurt cobain (hes dead..), verena, toby rand.. Crappy nonsensical game.
Been listening to Aerosmith a lot cos I can play the rhythm parts. Brad Whitford. I love Joe Perry, but my first string broke. Will go buy this Saturday. What It Takes and Jaded are my favourite songs at the moment. All Aerosmith songs are my favourite.

2006-08-19T07:29:00.000+08:00

Literature test today. Think I made some stupid mistakes. I always make stupid mistakes.

Xie Jing and I are writing 3 journals though Ms Sathi only asked for 2. Xie Jing wrote about Jesse McCartney and Dan Radcliffe. I don’t like them. I wrote about Velvet Revolver and Supernova.

Supernova are getting sued by the original Supernova that I don’t think anyone has ever really cared about. Its stupid. Tommy Lee will have the cash to fight the case.
YAY! Zayra is out! Mum and I soooo happy and we celebrated with ice cream. So sorry for Jason Newsted. I just dont get what is so great about her. She isnt very pretty, she cant sing.. but she would probably win Singapore Idol. Dilana has to win! Shes really right for the band. They played last night. 4 of them. I dont think anyone else has that kind of chemistry with the band.

2006-08-18T08:41:00.000+08:00

I am losing my ability to spell. During English compo common test yesterday, I spelt businessman into bussinessman. Used that word quite a number of times doing exposition. I couldnt spell industralisation when I was studying history. Today I kept spelling separation into seperation during history test. Studying lit, I made so many spelling errors too. Steven Tyler cant spell. Woohoo! Im Steven fucking Tyler for 2 days now!

I study listening to Motley Crue over and over again everyday. Now I like Sick Love Song. Gotta do fuck well for literature.

INXS are performing tonight as I watch Rockstar: Supernova. Rockstar was nice yesterday. They went to Vegas on Supernovas private jet. I want a private jet. I want to go to Vegas. Dilana will win this. She fits so well with Gilby, Tommy and Jason. Toby ran around butt-naked got Dilana challenged him to and he did it to get to play with Gilby. It was to do stripped-down acoustic songs. Nice. The Dave Navarro and Tommy Lee started to strip. Cos its stripped down. .. I love Lukas. He did Hero by Chad Kroeger. He smiled and mum and I think its cute. I only recognize 2 songs last night. That and Starman by David Bowie. Magni did that. I like Magni. I like them all and hate Zayra. Cant believe Supernova had kept her there and not Phil. And dammit she gets the Gibson and gets to go to Vegas.

I love Slash.

lukas, storm and tommy lee on supernovas private jet to vegas

2006-08-13T17:02:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for a while. Decided to come back. Dont have much to do online since im banned from msn. All I do is find tabs and print tabs.. especially Nirvana stuff.

NDP is over. Its a bittersweet feeling I guess. The last time you do it you dont really want it to end. Miss it but now theres time for other shit in my life. Theres that feeling like theres something missing on satudays. Hasnt felt right yet. Owe a lot to Iskandar for making it fun.

I bought AC/DC Stiff Upper Lip and The Ramones Too Tough Too Die. Havent got to be absorbed into it yet. Whatever Angus Young does is great and it would have been cool if Bon Scott was still alive to front AC/DC. I dont think im a big Brian Johnson fan. Dad burned me Motley Crue. Its fine. Not as horrible as dad made it out to be. Vince Neil sings slightly better than Axl Rose. But Slash is the coolest and I dont really care about Mick Mars. Tommy Lee is more like the leader of Crue. Dr Feelgood, If I Die Tomorrow and Bitter Pill are the nicer stuff. Dad hates Girls, Girls, Girls. Whatever. Steven Tyler and Scott Weiland are still the best singers ever.

2006-06-15T10:35:00.000+08:00

went to watch x-men 3 with mum yesterday. yes.. im slow. But nice show anyway. Bought O Yeah! Ultimate Aerosmith Hits. Damn good record. Amazing has one of the most beautiful lyrics ive ever heard and Just Push Play is fun and nice. Now im a fan. Aerosmith changed Slash life. so there you go.

INXS are coming to singapore. Mum seems interested. but its $85 and on a thursday. So, too bad. Damn it. Aug 17.

Going to Kuching soon. For holiday. Wont be here from 17th Aug to 22Aug.

2006-06-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

and so i havent been blogging much. lazy. yes. i am that kind of ass. been watching My Own alot. Seen the Kanye West, Adam Levine, and Alicia Keys one. and we all know i want My Own Jon Bon Jovi. haha.

msn aint working well. never mind.

i just became a big fan of Skid Row. somehow. not anymore than bon jovi that is. i saw their picture and heard 3 songs and that was it. I was hooked. Damn good stuff. Heavier and screamier than bon jovi but not ridiculous vocals like Axl Rose or anything. Cool. sad they broke up now. Theres a guy called Rachel in it. Sounds like they are good. i love 18 And Life. Good song. a good song pretty much grabs you. get you hooked and you cant live with listening to it at least twice a day until you find something else thats good.

good that netherlands and portugal each scored a goal. but i think they couldve done better. van nistelrooy couldve. love that guy. and van der vaart. Brazil shouldnt win. theyve won enough.

2006-06-08T09:49:00.000+08:00

Video Journalism was fun today. I interviewed Masashi, Jimmy, and Sam of Saw Loser. They were so nice. They have a dog and a maid. And they live together. Masashi was a nice guy. I like Jimmy! Then went to the void deck where Levan came down. He gave me a Ronin CD. I interviewed again. Interesting guy.
Rushed home to watch CSI Miami and NY crossover. Love it when Mack said Son of a Bitch. haha.

2006-06-04T11:48:00.000+08:00

computer down. sucks. anyway, i finally got an autograph from Slash thru the mail. pretty cool.

now im confused about video journalism. Verena seems to have settled it well with Saw Loser (their manager seems nice). Ive been trying to work with Electrico and Ronin. but Electrico couldnt make it but they said we go asked them for anything again. I somewhat offended the Ronin manager by asking him if the guys could go to a certain place. So well i apologized for that and Levan emailed me and gave me his number. Asked me to leave him a note ande see if we could find something for everyone. Then he said sorry if the manager was a bit rude. What a nice guy. Personally, i like Ronin better. but saw loser are now more settled. whatever. see how it goes anyway.

2006-05-30T10:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEL GALLAGHER OF OASIS!!
Guitar lesson was so fun yesterday. Spent most of the time talking as usual. Rehearsal on 4th June.
Thought of a song before I slept last night. Funny that I had Do Ya Think Im Sexy and Why Arent You Dead stuck in my head at the same time when I wrote this. So you know itd sound kinda like that.

Part of The Plan

I woke up in the moring and saw my 6 string gone
A little yellow note replaced it lyin on the floor
You know what it said? It said:
Goodbye, so long, this was Rob.

Yknow I really need it back
Even if theres a catch
But hey, theres nothing to get mad about cos this was part of the plan

The angst was part of this
Sex was part of this
Getting so worked up and screwing again
The cash was part of this
Drugs were part of this
Didnt I plan this?

In the noon I went into the store
Saw my shadow disappearing; my soul went out the door
You know what they said, they said to me:
Goodbye, so long, don’t mourn.

Yknow I really need them back
Even if theres a catch
But hey, theres nothing to get mad about cos its just part of the plan

The angst was part of this
Sex was part of this
Getting so worked up and screwing again
The cash was part of this
Drugs were part of this
Did I really plan this?

In the night I was fighting a war
The shit was so loud it mustve passed thru 2 walls
And you know what the fellas said, they said:
Goodbye, so long, yeah you can have the score.

Now I don’t think I really need them
Even if theres a catch
But hey, theres nothing to get back about cos its just part of the plan

The angst was part of this
Sex was part of this
Getting so worked up and screwing again
The cash was part of this
Drugs were part of this
Yeah I know I planned this
I planned it
It was all part of the plan

2006-05-27T20:22:00.000+08:00

new blog. sick of the other two and forgot the usernames.
bought Andrea Bocelli. Amore. first classical opera theatrical thing ive bought. kinda nice. but its in italian and i dont get it.
still really happy taylor hicks won american idol. keep getting Do I Make You Proud and Levon stuck in my head after watching it so many times on repeat. Just cos Taylor has a head full of grey hair dont mean hes old. hes a good old soul. SOUL PATROL.
watched Jammed:Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Anthony Kiedis is so cool. Flea must be the best bassist ever. i dont really care about john and chad.. haha. By The Way is still my favourite Chilli Peppers song. but im also still pissed at them for kicking Dave Navarro out. its a love-hate-relationship thing. Navarro is hot.
wonder if a dad will pick me up tomorrow. damn jesslyn should just burn in hell. Dad owes me a cd and his Black Sabbath record. damn